To Love You More ( SIX)

You never let me help 🥺

ONE WEEK LATER
Thursday September 18 th

**Today is a very very beautiful day outside, the weather is nice, warm , it's also a difficult day for the DELUCA's , as it's their father's funeral today. Somehow Carina didn't want to go to the funeral ceremony, they just welcomed two new babies in their family and all Carina wanted to do was pampered her wife with immense love. **

8h47  am
**Maya came back in their room from the bathroom and Carina was talking to their twin boys. Giving them a bunch of kisses everywhere. Carina didn't want to get ready.**

Maya: aren't you going to get ready?
Carina: No, I really really don't want to go babe.
Maya: Awnn , I know it's difficult but we have to go Carina.
Carina: I don't know if I can, put on a brave face in front of everyone babe. I just want to pamper you, you legit gave birth one week ago babe, I just want you.
Maya: I know. But it's okay. We can definitely——
**Carina kisses her wife and tears were going down her face extremely fast **

Maya: okay ... what's...
Carina: I just thought I would let you know how much I fucking love you. And I can't imagine my life without you by my side.
Maya: thank you. I really appreciate it but... why the sudden declaration of love babe.
Carina: I don't know, everything is changing in our lives... I'm just....  Are you okay?
Maya: I know, the kids are growing up and they are extremely excited about their two new little baby brothers. I'm doing good, I'm fine.
Carina: babe, please don't lie to me , are you feeling any pain whatsoever?
Maya: babe, I'm doing fine, I'm a bit soar from the birth ... but otherwise I'm more in love with you then I ever was,  I did not know that was even possible. 
Carina: okay effect...  I feel the same way babe, you seem so much beautiful then before.

Maya: I'm slowly getting ready to get myself back into working out and it feels really really good.
Carina: okay but please don't overdo it, let me take care of you, like you did such a phenomenal job when I gave birth to our five children... I feel....
Maya: babe, I will let you do that. But today is not the best day to do that, okay?

** the boys were now crying in their double bassinets in their moms room **

Maya: it's time for a feed , huh boys! It's okay mommy is here.
Carina: do you want any help babe?
Maya: uhhh yes please, can you feed one while I feed the other, im not excellent at the double feeding them. And they are both on the same schedule with everything..
Carina: right, yea I can definitely feed one.
Maya: okay thank you.

** Knock knock **

Carina: yes come in.
Londyn : hi moms ! It s me !
** she abruptly stopped in the middle of her moms room and she was shocked to see one of her baby brothers was getting milk from her momma.**

Carina: hi londyn , we're almost ready .
Londyn : bad baby boy, dis is my momma milk ! Momma no sharing with him , he gets mommy's .
Carina: I know baby, but I have a lot of milk for you and for one of your brothers.
Maya: hi princess! I asked momma to help me feed him, don't worry, you can still have some momma milk.
Londyn : hrmmmm no thank you he took it all
** she was clearly upset about that, and she stomped her little two years old feet on her floor and she crossed her arms and started crying **

Carina: Londyn come back here please.
I still have lots and lots of milk for the two of you I promise. As long as you want my breasts milk I'm always going to be making some. Okay. 

Great now I have an upset toddler...

Londyn please come here.
Londyn: No momma, you no love me anymore!
Carina: you know that is not true.

**Lorenzo came upstairs to see what was holding up his moms**

Everything okay moms?
Carina: yea everything is great , your sister is jealous of your new baby brothers and I don't know how to reassure her that I still love her just as much as I love them!