To Love You More ( SIX)

Get through this together Part two 🥺💞

Carina : Yea I do agree with you, we shouldn't have her go anywhere when all she wants is us, and the reassurance that we still love and want her.
Maya: exactly. Uhhhh she's so cute and adorable, talking to herself with her baby dolls .
Londyn : look moms , I have babies too !
** she came in the living room with her baby dolls and a stroller and began walking around the house pretending to be a mom running errands **

Carina : wow , they are very beautiful babies.
Maya: yea, what are their names?
Londyn : pinky and bluey ! Duhhh !
Carina: excellent names my love!
Londyn : thank you momma!

** Carina got lost in her thoughts, she has to get professional help to navigate through grief and the new routine of raising her beautiful eight children.. otherwise she's going to crumble into a black hole**

Maya: babe, talk to me please!
Carina: I feel completely numb ! I don't know what to do, I think I should go get a consult from a psychiatrist or someone like that... because we have to stay up float you and I, I don't want you to get all depressed and—- although a postpartum depression is inevitable... as we know by now, I don't
Maya: babe, everything is going to be okay, we just need to take everything one thing at a time okay? The kids are Coming back home soon...
Carina: I know.... I think I need a nap...

12h47 pm

Maya: okay but we can eat lunch and then we can take a nap....
Carina: alright... let's eat something easy okay I don't want to cook a gourmet meal for just us three...
Maya: alright
Londyn : mommy , I'm hungry,
Maya: me too, we'll eat a sandwich with salad and cheese in it.
Carina: yea, easy enough and not too energy draining!

** Maya and Carina are both carrying a twin each , Carina has Salvatore and Maya has Giovanni in their newborn carrier, so they are both hands free, **

Maya: yea, I think the kids are coming home around eight pm right?
Carina: I think so yea.. we can survive this !
Maya: exactly... 
Carina: but I still need to get professional help from a therapist or whatever... cause I know I'm going to crumble into a depression if I don't see a professional...
Maya: okay, I'll help you with everything,
We will talk to the kids too , now that everyone is older they will understand that we are still figuring everything out with two newborn babies and six older kids... and that you are grieving your father...
Carina: okay thank you, so maybe I should wait until we talk to our perfect children before looking for a therapist or someone like that?
Maya: it's what you prefer babe, I'm here to support you in your decision...

13h
Carina: okay, well right now I need a nap , or I'll....
Maya: alright, let's go, londynnnn , do you want to—-
Londyn : i want to sleep in middle of my moms !
Carina: alright, ahhhhh owwww !
Maya : excellent!
Carina: and guess what?
Londyn : what momma?
Carina: I have extra extra milk coming up... for you.
Londyn : ohhhhh yayyyyyy

** Carina laid Salvatore in his double bassinet with Giovanni, and She got ready to breastfeed Londyn , It seems that all her children really really love the comfort of her breast, Carina loved this special moment with her babies, it's a wonderful way to bond together.  **

Carina: okay, Londyn I'm ready!
Londyn : yayyyyy ,
Maya : anything I could do to help you feel better?
Carina: noooo , just stay here with me.
I'm going to need to get back to running.. for the marathon.. shiiiit!  Another thing I'm going to have to do...  this is too overwhelming....
Maya:  outside is good babe, we can go for a walk later today before our oldest children come back home.
Carina: okay fine... only if you come with me
Maya: of course I'm going to go outside with you. It's going to be good for everyone.
Carina: okay but after our nap ...
Maya: okay.  I love youuu
Carina : I love you too babe,