Time begans to pass away , feelings changed. Not exactly. Its stays for the ones that you love the most. It just doesn't go away. No matter how hard you try. Even when you try to destroy your brain cells just by trying to forget that person. Look at how much pain and effort you put on just by trying to forget. Let those feelings out during the right moment. The time when u meet someone new. Someone that's extraordinary. The ones that you feel nervous around and you try to avoid eye contact but you can't resist because she's just too pretty in your eyes. Fuck what the rest say , if you want her then you have to earn it. Earn her. Don't let the chances fade away. Try to talk to her. Make her laugh and show to her that you love her , that you care for her through thick and thin. Show to her that you can be the one who could protect her through any danger but ....sometimes she just doesn't put effort in making the "magic" work. You wasted your time on her , putting effort , tried everything to get her , TRIED YOUR VERY BEST and it all just goes to waste. WASTE. And that is how depression comes. You're emotionally hurt and there's nothing you can do about it. You're just so happy around your friends but deep inside , youre wrecked , dying , rotting. The cycle repeats over and over until you find the right one. I say this by experience. I don't just make up stories and brainwash people with false information.
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RandomOblivion - It's basically me expressing my stupid feelings. Nothing interesting just stupid random depressing crap. If you dislike it i understand. I hate it too. I only write for fun and i'm tired of keeping what i feel deep inside. I don't feel li...
