Oblivion

Part 9 - Gone Forever

Falling in love with her was not a thing that i regret. Even after what happen. I was hurt. My heart was broken when the one that i love most had gone away. Forever. Memories of her haunt me day and night. All i could think of was her. The most beautiful , loving and caring girl i've ever met in my life. Through my eyes she was the one. The most perfect girl on earth. The one i want to love, the one i want to marry, the one that i want to die with, but it's all a fairytale. There will be no happy ending in my life if she's not there with me. I need her. I love her. She completes me. She heals my weaken soul. She's the one who gives me the strength to keep on moving. But she's gone and there's nothing i can do about it. I'm just so lost right now. I get less attention from my loved ones. I'm invisible to her and the world. She just doesn't notice that i'm always there, waiting for her presence. She doesn't see that i care for her. The pain is unbearable. I don't belong here anymore. Pain and blood could only fill my empty weaken soul. Death awaits me. I'll wait for you there. Maybe death could only make her notice that i'm gone. She'll start crying and regretting. Our memories together would only haunt her over and over again. Her heart would be broken, tears would start flowing down her beautiful face and my soul would be there, sitting right beside her trying to calm her down, whispering that i would love her and i'll be there for her forever and always. I love you so much. Till death do us apart.