Why did I even return to the past? Knowing that this would've happen and this is how you would've felt like. Life is just a disgrace. A huge mistake. My parents made a mistake of creating me. Why do I even exist here? On this very ground when I know there's nothing here for me. I'm not living on this Earth. Recently, I made a huge move of coming back to my past. Being with her at first brought me comfort. Until I found out the truth behind all this meaningless conversations and secrets. I loved her but I just found out that she has a boyfriend. A BOYFRIEND. Another guy on the other side that's taking care of her and loving her the way that I do now. Because of this, she brought back the pain that was long gone and hidden behind this happy face of mine. Everything is just so fucked up. "Fuck everything" she says. That's true. In this type of situation, yea fuck everything. She told the whole story that she's been hiding behind her back. She said this is how she felt when I was with my past lover. She showed no signs of loving me. Just the signs of loving me as her friend or family member. I'm just sick of this life. Why do people tell the truth when it's too late? Why. You don't know what you got till it's gone forever. I lost again. The haunted past haunts me again. Goodbye would be my last words towards her. She's gone. I wasted my time and love for this. This is what I get for trying. I get pain in return. Why is life this way? If i've known this from the start, I would wish upon god to take my soul away immediately.
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De TodoOblivion - It's basically me expressing my stupid feelings. Nothing interesting just stupid random depressing crap. If you dislike it i understand. I hate it too. I only write for fun and i'm tired of keeping what i feel deep inside. I don't feel li...
