Oblivion

Part 8 - Letting Go

As I read her stories , I understand why it didn't workout between us. I don't know what else to say for now. Forgetting her won't be easy. Whenever i try , it haunts me over and over again. Her name is carved on my mind. My love for her is indescribable. I just can't let her go. I'm not that strong. I'm weak. Begging her not to go won't help because i know she wouldn't stay. Not in her current condition. I respect her decisions and i have to accept it eventually. She's not ready to love another at this time. I just have to let go and move on but before that , just let me suffer or maybe be patience. If i love that person so much i wouldn't easily give up on them. Because the effort is what makes them see that you do want them stay and to stay forever is what i want with her but we don't always get what we wish for so yea. I'm not done with you yet. I'm sorry. It's just what i am. A guy who doesn't easily give up even when he says he has , but he lied. You can't tell of what's inside or even what he thinks of. My apologies if she gets upset.