Found out that she's already in love with another guy. Seems like she's moved on while i'm still down here stuck under the gutter. It's time to move on and let the past go, but i just can't. Love. The love is so strong that it made me hold on tightly. Never to let go because i've promised myself that she was the one and never give up on her no matter what. Well i guess it's useless now. I'm useless. I fucked up my own life. Running away won't solve anything. Solving would just get worse and misunderstandings. The haunting keeps coming to kill me. It awaits me in the dark until the sun has set to go. She's always there. Her name would always be the first to be said during the haunting. It turned me into a psychopath. A guy who's been hurt so many times that his heart is shattered and unfixable. It destroyed his brain and feelings by taking uncertified medication and pain killers. Non of them helped to heal the pain. I'm a walking dead.
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RandomOblivion - It's basically me expressing my stupid feelings. Nothing interesting just stupid random depressing crap. If you dislike it i understand. I hate it too. I only write for fun and i'm tired of keeping what i feel deep inside. I don't feel li...
