Oblivion

Part 24 - Blind

We tend to not see the ones that's truly there for us. The ones that truly loves us and shows the effort of trying to make us stay as long as we could. For example, i used to spend 40 minutes of my life under the hot sizzling sun just to meet a girl that i once truly love. The effort was worth it. If you're reading this now, yes it's you. The girl who was sitting alone at a table wearing her school uniform and feeling insecure by the way she looked on that day. On the blind side, there was also someone else waiting and just observing me in the silence. I was thrown down and blinded by the beauty of the girl whom i now regret being with. During that period of time there was her, H. Past human that i adored very much but also rejected. Losing her caused me a lot of blood. A lot of pain to handle in a situation. I learned to survive and face the truth that i was rejected . "Love hurts", that's what the say. Dad said that there's more fish in the sea. Well that's true but she was the one that i only wanted. Sometimes i just think that everything has been planned by you know who. Hoping that the worse is now over and it's time for the happy part to show itself. Life doesn't always go as you planned them, we just gotta learn to accept the good and bad of it. It's the way of life. Life never was fair, never was since the day we were born into this place that no longer feels like home.