Wakes up early during the weekdays. Feeling useless and unappreciated. The feeling of you're invisible around everybody. I choose to be that way in this current position. You only get noticed when there's something special about you. Your success or your looks would take you to the top. The outcasts are normally the idiots , the low minded. They're the ones whom we spit on. I'm not always depressed. I do get happy sometimes. When i'm around my friends mostly. I hide my negative feelings around them so they wouldn't know what's going on the inside. I dislike sharing my feelings but i do like sharing stories about what i see through my eyes. The reality world. My heartache made me a psycho. Made me see the real world and i realize that non of us have so much time left. I'm not getting younger , nobody is. I need to wake up and see what i'm meant to be here for. I need to seek what's my purpose of living on this Earth. To be honest , i don't have a clue. I'm all empty inside. I'm useless. Sometimes i think that i'm just here to suffer and die. I just can't explain myself. I'm incapable of anything. I'm clueless. My thoughts are just saying "have fun then die happy". Pfft , happy in this type of situation? Fuck that. I'm out of ideas.
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Oblivion
AcakOblivion - It's basically me expressing my stupid feelings. Nothing interesting just stupid random depressing crap. If you dislike it i understand. I hate it too. I only write for fun and i'm tired of keeping what i feel deep inside. I don't feel li...
