Negative thoughts starts flowing around my head. The thought of you going out with someone else is just fucked up. Thinking of he making you smile and laugh way better than i do to you. All that i could think of is right now you guys are enjoying each others company. Makes me feel so weak. The feeling of killing myself or maybe just hurting myself. Saying that i'm not enough, i'm not the one you dream of being with. Maybe he's way better than i am. A better guy than a loser like me. I just feel like breaking down right now. All i think of is just killing me inside. My expression tells lies of how i'm feeling right now deep inside. I just wanna let it all out. Maybe shred some tears out. I'm tired of fighting. I want to give up but as i'm on the edge, you're worth the pain. You're worth fighting for. I wouldn't want to forget what we've been through together. Everything has it's ups and downs and with you my dear i haven't felt happier in my life. No way of losing you. The pain is making me insane. A psycho i am becoming. Filling my satisfaction with seeing blood flowing out of skin. But storms doesn't last forever. I just got to be patience from now on. Let me be insane. It helps.
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