Oblivion

Part 25 - Goodbye

The hardest part in life is saying it. Knowing that moment has already finished and you can never experience it again like it was before. It wouldn't feel the same even if you did it again with someone else. You can never leave that person that makes you feel home. All you ever wish is to be with that person always. Everyday, waking up next to each other, spending time with each other every single day of your life. Sometimes those wishes don't turn out the way you imagined them. Some of them never really did became true. One day, you ended up in an argument. You both were yelling at each other and not realising how selfish you were to not think of how she felt. In a night, everything was destroyed. There's no longer a place that could feel like home. When a relationship is destroyed, just try to think of what's the reason that you were into her before. Why you chose her? Why she was the one that made you feel like home? What made you fall in love with her before? That's the thing we need to realise before we move on with our lives. But sometimes, it's too late. She's already moved on and enjoying herself with someone new. Thinking that you've been replaced and never to feel the same feelings as you did with when you were still together with her. Everything's destroyed and you feel wrecked, broken on the inside. It's time to move on and say goodbye to your past. It's never easy but it's worth trying. I'm still learning to accept the facts that she's moved on with someone new even if it hurts so much.