There was a point where I had to see her, where I felt shivers all over my body like I was blown by cold breeze of air. I saw her picture, she was beautiful as she always was. Through my eyes all I saw was perfection, you could see non of her flaws. I've known her for a while and i've never seen a single mistake. I never put much effort in her after what happen and I take the blame for it but I never knew her being in a new relationship would felt like before. Pain, I felt it all over again. I broke down when I found out, who knew this could happen without you noticing. No signs, no greetings, nothing. It all happened in silent. I'm having sleepless nights all over again. The though of her keeps haunting my mind. I keep harming myself over the thought of her and the new guy. Every time the silver touches my skin, I tell myself of what a loser I am. A loser who keeps trying but never succeeds. And in the end, I was in the same position as I was before. Dead.
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RandomOblivion - It's basically me expressing my stupid feelings. Nothing interesting just stupid random depressing crap. If you dislike it i understand. I hate it too. I only write for fun and i'm tired of keeping what i feel deep inside. I don't feel li...
