Oblivion

Part 7 - Her

Hope. That's who she was. A self-cautious girl , with a heart so small it barely could hold enough love for herself. She was haunted and broken by her past life. I tried my best by trying to change her thoughts about loving another soul but i failed. I failed and i lost her attention. Getting her attention was the hardest part because she was distracted by another boy. A boy whom she adores and gives a lot of attention to. I can see by her conversation that she posted. I felt so weak when i read it. I could see that she no longer needs my company and i no longer need to my waste my time for her by waiting for her to love me back. I have sacrificed so much just by trying to see her. But she just doesn't see it. My pushed away my friends and family just for her. I lost a lot of my friends because i was distracted by her beauty , her grace , her everything. I loved her so much that i hurt myself just by trying to forget her after what happen to us. My life became dark. I have no light in me. My soul is strong but my body is weak. She cuts herself because she felt that she was left alone , unloved. Her only friend was the blade that whispers sweet little nothings to her. She takes it all in as the blade touches her skin and blood starts to gush out of her arm. She always thought that love was a dangerous game played by broad shouldered boys with hair so slick every strand vigilantly in place. The game of death. Little that she knows that on the outside world there is someone waiting for her. Someone who is wiling to love her for the rest of her life and would love her more than she could ever love herself. That someone was heartbroken after what he saw and read. He hasn't given up on her yet because his love towards her was so strong that he wouldn't easily forget and give up for her. Till death do them apart.