perro abandonado - diego lainez

wish i can turn you back into a stranger

a/n: for this chapter i recommend eventually by tame impala

alex's pov
i woke up with y/n around my arms. i look at her and realize, im not feeling the same spark as before. dont get me wrong i do really love her, but im starting to loose feelings. its nothing that shes doing wrong, shes the best gf anyone can ask for but idk im not feeling it anymore. before, anytime id see her all i can think about is how much i dont wanna lose her, but now i think its better if were over.
i felt y/n start to shuffle in her sleep so i decide to pretend to go back to sleep but in reality, im trying to figure out my feelings. i decide its better if i just distance and let her go, maybe then itll hurt less. the last thing id want to do is hurt her.

y/n's pov
i woke up in alex's arms. the grip wasnt that tight so im assuming he was dead asleep. i check my phone for the time and see a message from my dad

pa ❤️‍🩹
hey mija i need help at training for the team, taking equipment and stuff can you come?

y/n
oh yeah pa si puedo when do i need to be there?

uhh como a las doce yo creeo

okay ill be there

ok bye mija ily 💘

ilyt 💗

"hey alex tengo que irme but it was fun hanging out w u amor." i say
"hmm? oh alr pues bye"
whys he so dry rn.. i thought but brushed it off again
"bye.. i love you"
"mhm love you too"
love you? the fuck happened to i love you? whatever maybe hes js tired.

i get home and i feel off. whys alex being so dry w me? he usually hugs me and doesnt wanna let go of me but tdy, he just let me go. did i do smth wrong? idek but i gotta get ready cus i gotta get to the stadium.
i put on a white cropped tank top, a grey oversized zip up, black flare leggings, and converse. i did some light makeup and went downstairs.
"lista?" my dad asked
"si pa ya nos vamos"
i get into my dads car and we get to the stadium. we get out of the car and i ask my dad what i have to do. i didnt forget i just needed to make sure i was doing the right thing.
"well first you should fill up their bottles. then after if you can tidy up the locker room thatd be great. if you have time you can help out in practice but once were done i need you help pick up equipment. si puedes?"
"yeah pa i can."
"ok pues im gonna start practice the bottles are in the storage room"
"okayy"
i go to find the bottles. usually id wait a bit but i was bored asfff

a/n: hi pooksss hope you enjoyed this chapter💗