perro abandonado - diego lainez

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heeeyyyy! this chapters song is me voy contigo by los aptos! also lets pls act like it's been like 10 months since diego and y/n got together🤗 hope you enjoy loves! 💗

diego's pov
i woke up with y/n in my arms, as usual. looking at her made me start the picture the future with her. i pictured us with kids, on our honeymoon, all sorts of things. i knew i wanted it but when?

after a couple minutes of thinking i felt y/n wake up
"buenos días mi chulaaa" i say rubbing her back
"good morning babee" she replies, looking up at me, smiling. i wondered if she thought the same things as me, if she saw the same future as me. what i wish is that, she didn't have my doubts. of course i love y/n but, some times i sit and wonder "does she love me, actually?"

"hey baby my dad asked me to come home and clean things up around the house so i gotta so soon" y/n says
"mmmhh okayy but lets stay in bed a bit first yeah? i'm still so tiredd" i reply
"sure!! i mean he didn't say when i had to be home soo" she says digging her face back into my chest. we stay like this for a bit

time skip
y/n was now home and i was alone in my bed. i'm still thinking about the future. am i ready yet? maybe i can wait a bit more. we've been together for almost a year but i can only see myself with her. in times like this, i talk to memo. so i drive to his house.

i finally arrive and knock on the door
"coming!" i hear memo say "oh hey diego. qué pasó?"
" i need to talk to someone about something" i say really unsure of what's wrong. maybe nothings really wrong and i just need to be more sure of myself
"therapy session?" memo asks
"yes please." i say walking in

he sits me down in a random room with a couch and takes out a notebook
"so. speak to me. what's up?" memo says
"i don't know im starting to be unsure of what i want. relationship wise. i love y/n so much. but i don't know when i want to take the next steps you know? i don't know when i should propose, when we should have kids, all that stuff. i see it with her but i don't know when. i feel like i'm ready but i also dont know yet." i say with worry in my tone
"ay diego. you're still too young and it's too early in the relationship to be thinking about this. it hasn't even been a year and you're thinking of marriage? i mean if you really feel it then i guess that's you. but when it comes to proposing, or having kids it should come to you naturally. its a feeling that you get, you start to feel you're relationship take a step, and that's when you'll know." memo says to me. i really let it sink in.
"i think you're right. but how will i know when we should take a step?" i ask
"the feeling comes to you mijo. you'll look at her one day and know. you'll just know." memo says while putting a hand on my shoulder
"gracias memo. i needed someone to tell me this. you know i really appreciate you. no one else listens to things like this. thank you, really" i didnt mean to get all sappy but i meant what i said. memo was always there
"ay diego you're gonna make me cry. just know i'll always be here" memo says wiping a tear. i get up to hug him and go back home.

i decided it wasn't time yet. id know when it'd come to me. and i knew it would come to me.

a/n: short chapter today im sorryyyyy. i've been so unmotivated and i have know clue where this story's going. also school is so ass bro like i'm getting hw in every class daily plus i'm going to the gym more so i've been busy. ima try to write a lot on the weekend if i can. but i hope u enjoyed. thanks for reading, have a great day/night. 🤍🤍