under the wraps

Part 87

she said and get up from her place, i turn to look at my surrounding I was on a chair in a study room and the door was open I run my eyes inside the room to find something that could at least help me but there was nothing, even if i had a chance to run i doubt i could because my body was feeling so week as if it doesn't have any energy left, she didn't tied me i was just way too weak to move on my own maybe that's why

she run the knife she was carrying in my hands she didn't harm my hand but she lightly move it from my hand all the way from my arm to my neck and lean down to my ear and whispered

"I already told you it's not my first time killing I know everything you could try to save yourself, you can run, stomp your feet or do anything and that's the best part of the play its the most entertaining, but in the end, you are just destinated to die, in most cases, I kill people while they are still unconscious but in your case, I really wanted to see you begging for your breaths because you are the most annoying person in my life

i tried to walk toward her but as soon as try to stand up from chair my feet tremble and I fall on the floor and it was difficult to stand up again my whole body was in pain and everything was so dizzy

"tch tch"

she again sit in front of me matching my level with a smirk or smile on her face I can't say everything was so dizzy

"look at you acting all high and mighty always, but here are you on your knees being the most pathetic person, i don't know what Rudra sees in you, actually I might have left you if you didn't have messed up with me and rudra, he is the only person in this whole damn world I remembering having feeling for before I went numb"

she said with her scary eyes the more i look at them the more my heart aches and my stomach turn knots

"what are you saying , you are lying, psychopaths, don't feel anything for anyone you can't love him"

comes out of my mouth in a stuttering tone, but as soon as I finish this she grabs my chin and forced pressure on my face with her palm

"I know but I was not always like this, it's only after"

she stop while saying as if she was remembering something

" only after"

i asked her

"only after my brother died , the day he killed himself that night he met me on the terrace he said he wanted to sleep but he still have to revise , he said he wanted to sleep for a long time and don't want to wakeup as he was compromising a lot of his sleep for his studies, i asked him if it really all he wants and he said yes sleeping is not bad thing, you can actually deal with your every problem by just sleeping but even sometimes sleep don't quite shut your brain and that day he want to sleep forever, because he has to deal with a lot and he is pathetic, and he did he sleep that night for forever and he deals with his problem

his death affected me and everyone and I kept crying and one day my tears stop coming and i start having headaches , and they were the worse headaches

she sit there while sticking her gaze on the bookshelf, knowing I was unable to run and the last choice I had was to listen to her story before I die, I don't know which book she was looking at , but her gaze was intense I didn't hold any emotion it was different from any time I was ever with her, the girl who always walk around carrying millions star in her eyes and smile she was sitting with the most empty eyes I have ever seen, but after every, while our eyes meet they run a shiver down my spine they were the most horrifying thing i have ever seen, i remember watching few haunted movies and reading thriller novels, but never for once in my life I was this terrified the women sitting in front of me carrying a knife in one hand and a pistol which was mine just a few inches away from her was a psychopath who I don't know how many people she has killed neither i know when she will cut my throat with the knife , every second is unpredictable