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" It has taken everything in me these past few months to stay away from her. My obsession with her is insufferable, even for me.
As days went on I longed to be near her, but my shadows would drown her light and all I ever wanted...
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"I think you should get it. You'll need something for tomorrow's trip. This is more practical than your sweaters" Erebus said, nodding his head to the beautiful two-piece outfit that hung in a store we stumbled upon.
"I-I don't know..." I whispered. It was probably sooo expensive. I probably don't even have the money for that. And if I did it could go to better use like food! Oh! I could buy Gully little treats from Gully. He'd love that!
"Why don't you go try it on at least. Hm?" He took it off the rack and shoved it in my arms. The material was so soft, softer than anything I felt before. I felt Erebus nudge me to the changing rooms.
I entered one and closed the curtain. Then I just stared at the clothing.
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This is too pretty for me to wear. I'll dirty it. I'd ruin it! Mama always said I was clumsy. The intricate stitching is beautiful on the soft fabric. I really shouldn't put it on.
"Gia, you done? I want to see it on you." Erebus said from outside my room.
"U-uhhh it doesn't fit."
"Don't give me that bullshit. I picked the size, it'll fit." he sighed. "What is it? Why don't you want to show me?"
What was I supposed to say to that? He would never accept my answer. I stay quiet for another moment before I hear the ruffling of fabric. Looking behind me I see Erebus looking down at me with soft eyes.
"What is it little one?"
He can't do this to me. He knows I'll cave.
"I-i'll get it dirty," I said avoiding eye contact.
"So? We'll wash it. Or use magic to get rid of the stains."
Oh no what do I do know? He's right but still, I don't have money. And I can't make it like other people with powerful magic. I can feel myself breathing deeper in panic. My eyes sting with tears. Stupid eyes. Stupid Gianna. I'm going to cry in front of him and he's going to think I'm weird and won't want to be my friend anymore.
"Gia? What's wrong baby?" he kneeled down next to me. But I turned my face. I don't want him to see the tears.
"That's not gonna work with me missy." He grabbed my chin and pulled my head in his direction, however, I still avoided his eyes by looking down. I could feel the pout on my face. I feel so stupid and frustrated.
