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" It has taken everything in me these past few months to stay away from her. My obsession with her is insufferable, even for me.
As days went on I longed to be near her, but my shadows would drown her light and all I ever wanted...
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Gianna's POV:
"You must remember!
Remember!
Access your powers, Gianna.
You must!
Remember who I am! Remember who you are"
The vision was over as fast as it came. When I came back to reality I was still on Abyss's lap. He wasn't kissing me anymore but staring at me confused.
"What just happened?" He asked, his face looked as though he was searching for an answer across my skin.
Should I tell him? Will he think I'm lying? Or will he see I'm too much now? We just kissed I don't want him to leave now. Selfish.
"I- I j-just remembered-d something." I couldn't hold his stare, afraid he would see right through my lie, afraid he'd hate me if he found out.
"What did you remember?" he pushed.
"I d-dont r-remember." I spit out the first lie that popped into my head.
'I don't remember. Geez Gianna, how stupid can you be? No way is he going to buy that.' I thought
"You don't?" his eyes now looked like a hawk, looking for anything out of place, observing all of me. I felt his eyes burn scrutinizing disbelief into my skin.
"Fine," he said more to himself, it was quiet, I almost missed it.
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Last night was painfully awkward. After our kiss, and him catching me in a lie, we were both quiet the rest of the night. Only talking when needed.
I ruined it. I'm sure of it. He doesn't like me like I thought.
That magical kiss was a friend kiss, or a pity kiss. I know it, and it probably meant nothing to him. But I'll cherish it forever. It might be the last kiss I ever get!
But I'm glad my first and last was with him.
I had to cover up my bruised neck from Abyss sucking on my skin. I look like I have some skin disease. But I can't help but wonder if his kind needs to suck on the skin to survive. I know he wasn't a vampire, he didn't need blood.
But why else did he suck my neck? Did it make him feel good like it made me feel good? I wish I could make him feel like that. It was amazing.
I took in my surroundings when Abyss stopped walking. He insisted on escorting me to class today. When I looked around I found we were in the light citadel.
I didn't pay attention to what classes Abyss told me I had today. But I'm assuming this is a light-student class only. Meaning I wouldn't have Abyss with me.
