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16.

16. shit
• • •

TANYA BROUGHT ME TO the Hospital Wing. I knew I shouldn't have told her but I didn't want to lie and say it was a joke.

As soon as Madame Pomfrey took me and put me in a bed, Tanya rushed out with a flushed face.

I've never felt so shitty before.

• • •

tan 🤎 - elsa ❄️

elsa ❄️
i'm sorry tanya
i didn't mean to make it awkward
i understand if you need time

• • •

zummy 🤭 - elsa ❄️

zummy 🤭
why the fuck are you in the hospital wing

elsa ❄️
i visited my mother

zummy 🤭
she hurt you?????

elsa ❄️
no
i went back to hogwarts at like three in the morning
sat by the big tree and fucking downed every drop of alcohol

zummy 🤭
edith... why

elsa ❄️
it was shit
everything was shit
i needed to get my mind off the shit
my mother called me a bitch
and threw the empty glass bottle on the ground saying how i was going to end up exactly like her
it scared me because i knew it was true
last night basically just proved that
i also drank because i hated that we were fighting
i know it sucks being stood up and i'm so sorry for that
but i also think that you could've handled it a bit calmer
we both made a mistake but i think we can move past that
right?

zummy 🤭
yeah
i just... i'd be lying if i said that i wasn't jealous
i thought that tanya was replacing us
it sounds stupid ik
i'm sorry e

elsa ❄️
i also fucked up
i told tanya that i liked her

zummy 🤭
ik
she found me to ask if you were gay

elsa ❄️
WHAT
WTF
what did you say.

zummy 🤭
i told her that it wasn't my secret to tell and that it wasn't ok to just ask that
i lied and said that you didn't tell me so i assumed that you were straight

elsa ❄️
i rlly messed up
i went to see van

zummy 🤭
yummy

elsa ❄️
yes
but we got into trouble
then my dad got involved
we went back home and he told me to see my mother

zummy 🤭
who brought you to the hospital wing

elsa ❄️
tanya
but riddle brought me inside, fucking had to deal with my drunk ass
he gave me a pill

zummy 🤭
what kind

elsa ❄️
idfk
it's fucking with me
stupid ass drug
can you come and tell pomfrey that i'm fine
i can't stand it in here

zummy 🤭
ofc
i'll there soon

• • •

"Can Edith get out of bed?" I heard Zara say. There were curtains closed around my bed so I couldn't see, only shadows.