Unexpected Love

83. My Goodbyes

Last week I finally settled everything I needed to do before going back to Seoul, my accountant and my lawyer will take care of my assets and legal stuff of the company, and some other things. Remember I said I had a little surprise for Aby? Well, I offered her to move into my apartment, free of charge; I don't want to sell it because I still need to have my place here in Mexico, it gives me a sense of comfort not to detach myself completely from my life here. Besides, Aby always loved my place, and she deserves to enjoy it indefinitely. I also gave her my SUV so she could sell her car and start studying her masters degree. She cried so much and refused to everything in the beginning, but I talked her into accepting and she couldn't be more happy.

I came back to Chihuahua to say goodbye to my family. My family on my mom's side is very close, we still get together every two years for Christmas, but this is probably going to be the first time I will miss that; so some of my cousins arranged a small trip this week to the Sierra Madre Occidental (a mountain range here); and here I am, in the middle of the night, around a nice bonfire having some drinks with my dad and sisters' families, aunts, cousins, nieces and nephews, as I write this chapter. I will surely miss all of them, they are very happy for me, they are even talking about planning to visit me sometime. I know I can trust my whole family keeping my relationship secret.

One of my cousins helped me out with a final detail, a gift for my dad. I bought him a cabin here in the woods next to the lake so he can come fishing and enjoy his retirement without any worries, and I'm about to tell him.

So, my dad still can't believe that this cabin is his, he's still crying! I'm so glad he's happy, he deserves this and more! He's sad because it's our last night here and that means that I need to fly back to Monterrey in two days; but right now we just want to enjoy our time here, I want to enjoy every moment I can with my whole family, my cousins are like my brothers and sisters, we all grew up together and it already hurts knowing I won't see them in some time.

I fly back to Monterrey on the 30th, which gives me just one more day before flying back to Seoul on August 1st at 6:00 AM. I have everything ready, so I intend to spend my last day with Aby at my place, well, her place now. I don't know if I'm going to be able to handle any more goodbyes, I mean, right now I'm about to burst out in tears here with my family, so... saying goodbye to Aby will be just as tough.

I had a chance for a video call with Yoongi before coming here to the woods, and he's still pretty anxious counting the days for my return. I also talked to Jungkook and Jimin, they're already planning things to do all for all of us together once I get back. They told me they have plans with Namjoon because they want us to spend the most time together before their enlistments, too, so I believe it'll all be very soon now. The whole MS has me quite uneasy, Yoongi hasn't told me anything specific about his process, I guess he wants to make the best out of our time left together without any sad emotions if he does go through the active service.

I'll be arriving at Seoul on the 2nd around 3:30 PM and Yoongi told me he will be there to pick me up, even if he's busy with the arrangements prior to the concert. God! I really miss him! My emotions are all over the place right now! On one side, my heart is aching just thinking about my goodbyes here with my family; but on the other side, I can't wait to get back to Yoongi, I miss his kisses, his touch, his voice... his deep voice! I miss my nights with him, I can't wait to be alone with him and enjoy every single part of his body. Damn! Do I miss the sex!

Well, I better leave my writing for now, I want to make this night the best one here with my family. I'll try to come back and write before I finally leave for Seoul.