- The door opened, and there he was, still sweaty from the concert, drinking a beer and grabbing a bowl of noodles. He turned around to look at me as I walked in.-
After losing my main purpose in life, Suga's music became the reason my heart started...
Today is Friday, August 11th, and the tour is over, which means I'm finally ending my book. But this doesn't mean my story ends here, not at all. I have a full new chapter of my life ahead of me, and who knows? I might even someday start writing about it, too.
When I decided to come to Seoul to be with Yoongi I knew what was waiting for me. I knew we wouldn't have much time left to be together before his enlistment, and I knew I would eventually be without him alone in a new country for a period of time. But I still made the decision to come, and I will live up to my decision no matter what. We both promised we would be for each other all the way, and I will keep my promise to be next to him, regardless of which kind of military service he will go through.
I truly don't know what my future will become next to him, but as he once said, and I quote:
"What do you think are the chances of a totally controllable future arriving? There is a high chance that the future you dreaded never happens. [...] People always worry about the uncertainty of the future. They fear it. And they're distressed over the past they can't change. But the only thing you can control is the present. [...] The past is the past, the present is the present, the future is the future. Put too much meaning into them and they will torment you. [...] only time will tell."
So, the only thing I know for sure is that
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UPDATE: Today is Sept 17th, Weverse just released at 2:00 p.m. Yoongi's enlistment date, which will be on Sept. 22nd. The notification also asks his fans to refrain from visiting his workplace during his service. With this, you can now assume that... he will complete his duty as a public server for a period of 21 months. In a few months, he will go to a military base to take basic training and return to continue with the public service after that. This means that we will only be apart for a brief time, and that makes us both very, VERY happy! He will still have weekends off most of the time, we will be able to see each other on a daily basis, and I will be able to go on with my job at the company. ————————- A/N
Thank you so much for reading till the end. This has been a very special project of mine, it has helped me tremendously to heal my heart. Now I'm ready to embrace whatever life has planned for me, I'm ready to embrace love once again, and ready to move past many heartbreaks I've had in life.
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I hope you enjoyed my story, and as I said before...
"To any reader that comes upon this book: I wish you a beautiful life💜"
