Unexpected Love

66. Bangkok

Every single concert has been unique, and since the stage was arranged differently ARMYs could see Suga during the full concert. He also had a different wardrobe, and he looked just gorgeous! He sometimes wore the bracelets I gave him.

After D2 we went back to watch Suchwita's episode with Jin. Yoongi told me that he usually doesn't watch the episodes after he recorded them, but this one was special because everybody missed Jin so much, it was such a nice Festa gift for ARMY to get. Yoongi got really melancholic watching his hyung.

— "He's the only one I can call Hyung, you know? Did you know we shared a room for a long time? Aahh his dad jokes! I always wanted to laugh, but I had to play the 'tough guy' card otherwise he would never stop with them."

Things were flowing better once again, however, I felt there was something Yoongi wasn't telling me, something he was holding back. I did ask him if everything was ok, more than a couple of times, but he would just change the subject, or say that it was just the tour building up on him.

— "I just want to be back in Seoul, I'm getting homesickness, you know?"

— "I guess I do, a bit." I said this with a hint of sarcasm as I was thinking 'Really? You're talking to the homesickness impersonated here.'

— "Aish, sorry Bella, I shouldn't said that. But... talking about home...I don't want to put pressure on you or anything, but..."

Oh Dear, here he goes again with separation issues.

— "Do you think you can put a date on your trip? I mean, your round dates? The sooner you arrange that the sooner you'll be back, and I really hope you to be back by Aug 1st."

— "August 1st? Why?"

— "Well, that weekend is kinda important, I would really like to have your support."

My head went spinning like crazy! What was going to happen that weekend? I started thinking about his enlistment date, but that couldn't be, could it? Would it be paying a visit to his parents? Is there some event I wasn't aware of? What was happening in August?

— "Why is it important? Everything ok?" — I had a worried look I couldn't hide.

— "Yaah yaah Bella, everything is fine, just a little surprise I can't talk about... yet." — he had a beautiful smile, so I guessed it wasn't anything bad. — "Oh, by the way, H told me the other day that you needed an assistant. He doesn't want you with a saturated agenda, so I guess he will talk to you about that soon."

— "Ok, that would be nice."

— "Now come here my Nabi, let's go to bed, I'm tired."

On the next day, Suga was very happy after the last concert, he said the fans always went louder on the last date in each city/country, and he loved that. He did his usual live and enjoyed a nice dinner with ARMYs. I, on the other hand, had dinner with H, he wanted to present me with candidates for my assistant position, but Iseul asked for the chance, and I would gladly have her help me out.

Iseul started working with me the very next day after my dinner with H, she's so proactive! She already had a full itinerary for me to approve for my trip back home; she investigated about overseas pet-friendly flights for me to take with Lana, and the best of all, she was going with me!

We went to Puhket on the day for the Vlog shooting, I had to stay apart from him many times due to the shooting, not a single reflection or trace of me could be seen, but we still spent most of the time together.

(From what I saw later, my arm showed somewhere during the shootings... whoopsie!)