Unexpected Love

92. El sueño de Bella: My Final

The next day Yoongi slept most of it, I prepared breakfast, which he skipped, and then some lunch, which he also skipped. He woke up sometime around 3:00 pm only to find me staring at my phone with red, watery eyes reading his enlistment notification on Weverse over and over again. I mean, I knew it was going to be released that day, but getting the notification and reading it made it so painfully real.

— "Everything ok Jagi?" — "Something wrong back home?"

— "Uh... no Babe, nothing wrong. Did you sleep well, want something to eat?" — I locked my phone, tried to wipe the tears, and stood up to give him a kiss.

— "Then why the sad look Nabi, hmmm? What's on your phone that made you sad?" — his tone was sad and weary. I unlocked the screen and showed him the announcement. — "Oh... I see... Darling, you knew it was going to be released today..."

— "Well, yeah, but reading it here made it real... it still hits hard knowing you'll be called soon."

I couldn't help crying so I hid my face in his hug. I know, I KNOW things will change soon, too soon for me due to the recent changes in my life. He was confused and bothered by all this.

— "Nabi, I thought you would be a little bit more at ease after I explained to you how my MS will most likely be decided. But right now I feel like you're regretting all the decisions we've taken these past months, and I feel bad about pushing you to something that still causes you uneasiness... I feel I acted very selfishly just thinking in our time together and how this could work out basically for me... please forgive me Nabi! ... maybe you're better off if you just go..."— I stopped him right there, unavoidably raising my voice and still in tears

— "Don't you even dare think like that... NO! I was the one who had the final decision, it was ME the one who said that this could work out... don't you dare plant in my head the idea of going back... DON'T YOU DARE Min Yoongi... NO!"

— "Sorry Love, sorry, please don't get mad at me, I'm sorry."

— "I'll be fine, WE'LL be fine, don't you dare have second thoughts on your own, please... I need you strong so I can be strong, too. We still have a month or so before things change if they even change, we're not sure, right? so... let's make the best of it... please Yoongi... Please!"

— "You're right, we'll be fine, everything will be fine. I love you so much!"

— "I love you too Babe, eres mi sueño hecho realidad, you are my dream come true... "Mi sueño... that's who you are."

— "Mi sueño... I like it, I'm 'tu sueño'... just perfect." — He gave me a soft kiss, then took my hand and led me back to his room to make love to me.

The next few days Yoongi slept like a baby, he would get out of bed basically only to eat and take a shower... and to cuddle for a while as I worked on my program. I took care of preparing Yoongi's favorite meals, and let him eat whenever he felt like it, he really wanted to sleep most of the time, and that was fine with me. I took some time for walks out with the dogs, JK came over a couple of times, and Jimin would give me a call every now and then.

As for the time we have left before his enlistment, well... we don't have any specific plans. HQ is letting me do home office, so we can spend as much time together as we can, I only have to go one day a week to attend to my patients from the concert crew. Yoongi will also be going to the company every now and then, to complete some material he wants to leave for ARMY to be released during the time he will be away. We also have plans of going to Daegu to spend a weekend with his parents and family, and to take Holly back; I don't want to think too much about that trip, meeting his family makes me nervous, I don't know if they're happy with Yoongi being with a Mexican girl, and... I wanted to keep Holy with us for another while, but Yoongi says his family misses him, so... I guess I'm fine with that.

Today Yoongi feels almost recovered from the tour, he woke up a little past 11:00 am with his beautiful gummy smile when he saw me sitting next to him on the bed.

— "Aaah! Good morning my butterfly, oh man! Do you look beautiful! Sorry not sorry I didn't let you sleep much last night."

— "Good morning Mi Sueño, thank you! You look beautiful too... and I'm not sorry you kept me awake last night... I totally enjoyed it, Love. Want some coffee?"

We went to the kitchen for his coffee and a light breakfast. Right now he's catching up with things. He's been watching hundreds of reels of the concerts and reading articles about his success. Now he's looking at Tae's media and is so happy about the response he's getting with his released MV.

After a while we went to my place to get some things for dinner, I wanted to prepare the Mexican dish pozole for him and invite the guys over, too. On our walk back home, he pulled me closer, wrapped my arm around his, and started humming the song he composed for me.

— "Nabi? Can we talk? I know you don't want me to bring up all this MS thing, that you just want to wait for the official resolution, and that you say you're fine." — I sighed and nodded, letting him go on. — "I want you to know that it's ok if you feel like going back home for a while, if you need some time with your loved ones if you feel overwhelmed here, really... I'm fine with that. I know you'll be back eventually, and I know once my MS is over we'll be together once again."

— "Thank you Love, thank you! This means a lot to me, I know I own my time, but you telling me it's ok for me to go back to Mexico for a while means a lot. My life is here now, my home is here with you." — I kissed him on the cheek and smiled as I went on — "I have plenty of things here to keep me busy, I have people who care for me, I have friends! And I have you no matter what. We WILL ALWAYS be together."

He ran his long fingers along my cheeks and hair, smiled at me, and kissed me softly. We kept walking back, slowing our pace a bit, enjoying the afternoon breeze as we watched Lana a Holly hop all over the place.

— "Jagi, can you sing to me, you know, the song you sang when I was sick?"

And without hesitation, I sang for my love.

— "We'll be ok, right Nae Nabi?"

— "Neh, we'll be ok Mi Sueño."

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A/N: I really like this cover for the song, how I wish I could sing like her.