64. Burst All Out

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— "Well, I'd rather have a drink anyways, looks like I'm gonna need it."

— "Ok, now that you have your drink, let's talk. Why have you been ignoring me? And please don't give me the 'I've been busy with my appointments' bullshit. One of the things I've liked about us was our honesty, so... be honest." — his voice was deep and low, and his look was serious.

His bluntness took me off guard, it intimidated me, but I kept a steady voice and replied.

— "Fair enough, you're right, we've always tried to speak honestly. You hurt me, Min Yoongi, you hurt me when you threw me the 'it's not that simple' on me... it wasn't fair. You've known all this time that this has been extra hard on me, and fuck! you fucking know how much I've done! How the fuck going back to Mexico be so threatening to you? after I just told you I WAS moving to Seoul ready to dive right in... heads first...into this damn relationship... how?!!

I felt my face turning red, myself turning into the 'fucking-scary-don't-mess-with-Bella' that many feared back home. I took my mezcal in a single shot and took a deep hit on my vape.

— "Uhmmm... 'Min Yoongi'? Did you call me by my full name?" — He went silent for a moment. — "Wa-a-s? ... You're not moving to Seoul anymore?"

— "Damn you Suga! That's all you got? Your full name? A stupid verb in past tense?!!! So YOU can call me by my full name but I can't? GEEZE!!! Now I'm getting more doubts! Sshibal!!!

— "Bella, you're swearing too much, you're not like that..."

— "No?!! Well maybe I am like that, maybe I'm finally not letting myself be stepped on, maybe I'm putting myself before any fucking bullshit  hits me."

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