Where I End (Book 3 to the Why me series)

Chapter 30 - June 8 2015

I was about to leave the bathroom and go back to my 3rd period class. Wait a sec...I'll take out my rubber bands for my braces so I don't have to do it later. Yeah yeah, I have braces but I'm getting them off this week.

I went over to the mirror and took my hook out so I can take out my rubber bands. I took one of them out and was trying to take the other one out but it was being stupid. Finally I rubber band came out of the last hook and I could take it out but before I could I turned my head to the right and made eye contact with Kaito.

My face turned red as a tomato, but I couldn't see his that well because the sun was hitting him. I was glad Kaito was walking when he looked at me because if he would have stopped I would have passed out.

I walked into my forth period class and I saw Hiro sitting in his seat, talking to Jiro who sits next to me. I couldn't help but notice that today...Hiro looks different. Its a good different. I couldn't tell what it was but...he looked different.

In sixth period, PE class, we were doing bowling and it was super fun...not really. The whole period was going good, I felt different, a bit happier.

"Kaitooo Aiko has to tell you something" I heard one of Aiko's friends say. Well this brighten my day didn't it. Kaito either ignored what Aiko's friend said or he didn't hear.

I kept Kaito locked with the corner of my eye. He would look over to me a couple of times or he would walked over to next to the cone me and my friends were. My day just got a bit brighter.

At the end of the period I saw Kaito walking alone. Maybe I should go over and talk to him...I turned around to go and talk to him but then...I saw Aiko walk up to him with a flirty smile on her face. I felt like my heart just sank. I turned around then went to talk to my friend Eli.

I went and talked to Eli for awhile, she always makes my day fun. As we were talking I heard my friend Goro say "Ooo Kaito and Aiko O.T.P" . But I held in my feelings and continued to act like I didn't care.

It was about time to line up and get ready to go to the locker room but before I had to wash my hands cause I had dirt all over them. When I was walking to the bathroom I saw Kaito and Aiko were still talking. Do I have to walk past them? I took a deep breath, stood tall, and walked past them like I didn't give a crap on what they were talking about.

As I was walking I saw Kaito look up to me, that is when I gust of wind and hit my face causing my hair to flow in the back of me. I love the wind.

Well today was a awesome day now was it. I now know how Hiro feels. That feeling he feels everyday that makes him want to end his life...I know how he feels. I look out the gate and hug my binder...ugh why does life have to be hard.

"So how was you day" Hiro said putting his head on my shoulder. You do not want to know.

"Do you really want to know" I said looking over at him. He smiled and nodded causing my shoulder to move a bit.

"Let's just say...your lucky your not in my PE class" I said looking out into nothing.

"What do you mea-" he took a quick pause. "Oh..."

He looked over to me with eyes of sorrow then picked up his head from my shoulder then left.

Oh Hiro...I'm so sorry. I know how you feel. That feeling no one is feeling. I have that feeling. And I don't think I have ever felt it before. It hurts...right in your heart. Right there...in the center of your heart...

But Hiro has to know this...

"Your not alone anymore...I know how you feel...I know exactly how you feel...so from now on...we can both suffer the pain together...okay?"