Where I End (Book 3 to the Why me series)

Chapter 17 - May 22 2015

Okay so I told Ai to tell something really funny to Hiro. I told her to tell him "I told Kyoko you like her" and he got soo mad. After that he told Ai that all he ever thinks about is Aiko and she found that hard to believe, and so did I. He probably thinks about her but I don't think all the time.
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I was in a room and it was dark, I felt cold and dizzy. Where the hell was I? A small screen suddenly appears in front of me.

It's me in sixth grade talking to my friends Timiko and Hana. We were laughing as usual but then, I notice Hiro in the backround. He was staring at me like he has just gotten asked out by a pop star. He was red like a tomato and he was getting closer to me to get a better look. All of a sudden he started to smile and he let out a sigh, if I was correct this is when he began to like me.

More screens kept popping up and they were all of him looking at me. From sixth grade all the way to now. I began to laugh and I walked up to a screen. It was of the time me and Hiro were in English class and he was looking at me on and off (Chapter 3 Where we End).

I smiled and touched the screen, I don't know why but I felt like crying. Right now all I could think about was Hiro. Oh Hiro I really like-

Kaito. I like Kaito...and I'm going to leave it like that. Hiro likes Aiko and I like Kaito. I don't like Hiro. I start to back away from the screen and right when I turn around a other screen pops out. Its of me a Hiro laughing when we were dating. I shake my head, turn around and start to run.

Another screen pops in front of me, its of me and Hiro hugging. No.

"This isn't real. None of this is real. I have to wake up" I say. I start to run and more and more pictures of Hiro keep taunting me. I fall to the floor and curl up in a ball and all I hear are the sounds and laughter of Hiro's voice. I cover my ears and begin to scream.

I don't like Hiro Kita. I won't like Hiro Kita. I mustn't like Hiro Kita. I can't like Hiro Kita. I CAN'T AND WON'T EVER IN MY LIFE FALL IN LOVE WITH HIRO KITA.

I wake up and see my friends laughing and talking as usual. I turn around to find Kaito but instead I see Hiro and his big dark brown eyes looking straight at me, I turn around and put my head down and hide my face as I slowly begin to cry.

You say she is all you ever think about but I find that hard to believe when I turn around and catch you staring at me.