Where I End (Book 3 to the Why me series)

Chapter 42.5

I woke up in a white room, it took a minute for my eyes to focus but once they did I saw a girl who looked like me but a bit different.

"Hello Kyoko" she said.

"Who the hell are you? Where am I" I questioned.

"I'm your inner self and this inside your head" she said.

"Doesn't look like my head and what should I call you" I asked.

"Just call me Kurin" she said.

"Okay Kurin, why and I here" I said crossing my arms.

"I need you to look at your heart Kyoko, your heart is turning darker and darker by the minute and the only way to stop it is-"

"Okay shut up first of all cause you sound like one of those people in the movies or whatever and I know that my heart or whatever isn't good...but that is just because-"

"I know Kyoko" Kurin interrupted. "Look follow me" Kurin said as she walked aross the room. She snapped her finger and a big circle appeared in the air, most of it was black but there was some pink in there.

"You see all the pink parts in there Kyoko, that's all the good stuff you have left and all the black stuff...well that's all the bad stuff"

"What happens if everything goes black" I asked.

"Well we can't really determine because you change so fast and your whole love life is all weird but, you won't be able to love a person like you do now...meaning the way you feel about everyone now...you won't ever feel that way about them again"

"How do I make all this stop" I said looking down. I think I know what she is going to say.

"How to stop it? You need to give up Kaito and...you must forget that one memory you have of him. And also since Hiro caused most of this chaos in the first place, you need to separate from him for about 20 days" said  Kurin.

"What?! No! I can't be apart from Hiro he is my friend, he needs me, and I can't let that memory of Kaito go, that's the only good memory I have of me and him" I said shocked and mad.

"Kyoko I know this is hard for you" said Kurin as she touched my shoulder "but you aren't going to get any better unless you-"

"NO" I yelled as I moved her hand off my shoulder. "I won't give up these two things, anything but these two!" I cried out.

"Kyoko you have to listen to me" said Kurin.

"No Kurin. I don't" I said putting a mad face on.

"Fine...do whatever you want..." said Kurin. She snapped her fingers and she disappeared and the whole entire room went from white to black. I looked around and there was no one, what is going to happen I then turn around and I see Hiro walking out of no where, he is holding a bow and there are some arrows in the back of him.

"Hiro?" I said in a questioning voice. I began to walk to him but then I hit something, I looked around and nothing was there. I tried walking again but I hit something, apparently there is a invisible forcefield around me.

I looked back at Hiro and he pulled his arrow back and was aiming it towards me.

"Hiro what are you-" I gasped. I felt pain rising up in my body, I turned around and I saw that Kai was taking out another arrow and preparing to aim it at me. I felt pain rise up from my foot, I turned around again but this one was shot from Makoto. But every time I got shot with an arrow a memory I didn't want to remember came back to me.

I was surrounded by all my loved ones and they were all aiming their bows toward me. I stood tall and closed my eyes and prepared to feel pain and remember memory's I didn't want to remember.

"FIRE" yelled Hiro and Kai and that's when I felt pain though every single part of my body. I fell to the floor and started to scream. What the hell is happening to me?

Then someone walked up to me, he held a golden bow with one golden arrow. Do I dare look at who the person was? I slowly pick up my head and once I notice the person I feel like I want to cry.

"K-Kaito please" I said with a tear down my face. He slowly drew back the arrow. "Kaito!".

He took one last look at me then he closed his eyes and released the arrow. I screamed. The loudest I ever have. The arrow...the one golden arrow...landed in the middle of my heart. And the memory...is something I want to redo...