Where I End (Book 3 to the Why me series)

The Final Chapter - Chapter 53 - July 22, 2015

"Kan hurry up, were losing day light" I said to my brother.

"I'm coming I'm coming, now the whole time we are driving I can ask you questions about middle school" said Kan with a smirk.

"Ughhh" I wined.

"Come on guys I want to be out of California by 11 o'clock" said my mom. I got in the car and I looked at my house one last time, then my dad pulled away from the house.

I have had so many memories here in San Diego. And my whole story started here as well. It started with Kai Endo when I started to like him in 4th grade and he began to like me in 6th. But when I had a crush on Kai there was someone hidden in the shadows that had a crush on me then...he was just a little to scared to approach me. I lost all contact with Kai and my love for him died down but my love for someone else was just starting. This someone was Hiro Kita. Since we both liked each other we were bound to get together sometime but it took time but we did get together. Our relationship was on and off but my love for him was always strong, but even though I had a love for Hiro there was someone else who liked me, but he was extra shy, he couldn't even make eye contact with me without blushing like crazy. I liked him back but my love for him was small at the time.

Me and Hiro eventually got together again but we broke apart after a while. We slow started to drift apart until we only saw each other as friends, that is when my love for Kaito Sakura got stronger but I wasn't sure if his love for me was the same. The end of middle school came and it was time for me to leave...and because of me, I ended up nowhere. I ended up being alone...feeling stupid...feeling confused...and still wondering 3 things

Does Kaito like me? Or has he gotten over me?

What is it about me? I have dated different people and I have had tons of guys like me and I have never found out, what is it about me they liked.

And the last question is (I think most of you guys know so come on and say it with me)...Why Me? I've been wondering and wondering this question ever since day one. There are people that are 100 times better than me but God didn't pick those people to stand in the position I'm in. Am I really that strong because I don't feel that strong.

I could have found answers to all my questions...but I didn't. Because I was too stupid and too scared. And I could have ended up with Kaito...but I didn't. Because...

I WAS AN IDIOT AND I FELL FOR HIRO!!!

Kaito was right in front of my eyes. He liked me and I was or am 100% sure he did. He wasn't a part of the popular crow. He didn't like Aiko. He was apart of my crowd. He talked to my friends. And he actually tried to tell me that he liked me...but...but...I WAS SO BLIND!

WE COULD HAVE GOTTEN TOGETHER BUT I WAS STUPID AND I CONTINUED TO LIKE HIRO, WHO I KNEW WOULD BREAK MY HEART. I LET KAITO GET AWAY...STUPID ME. IM SUCH A IDIOT!

...but I'm going to let it pile up. I'm going to let all my regret, confusion, stupidity pile up until I explode. I will know what to do then...but for now...I will just stay my idiot stupid self. So come one world...give me everything you got. I can take it...but remember...there will be a day where I won't take it anymore. And I will finally release...the monster inside of me.

Come on...TRY ME...

but once I turn into that monster...all my memories will fade of Kai, Hiro, and Kaito...but one. The first time I knew when he liked me...and the first time I knew I liked him. The memory that I never told anyone. The first time I shared a smile with him...

Kaito Sakura

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|-END OF PART THREE: CHASING THE WIND-|

|~END OF THE WHY ME SERIES~|

Makoto ~ Um Kyoko...

Makoto ~ What if Kaito never liked you...

Kyoko ~ what

Makoto ~ Kaito used to like you...but now...not so much...

Maybe me exploding...is closer than I thought...

|~The End~|