23 more days till graduation
I take out my math textbook from my bookshelf and I see my seventh grade yearbook falls out. I pick it up and stare at it. Do I dare open something that will remind me of so much pain?
I sit on my bed and open the yearbook. I see so much pictures of all my friends. Both sixth (who are now 7th), seventh (who are now 8th), and eighth (who are now 9th) graders. I see the page that was reserved especially for Erika...why? I don't know she just said save me a page then wrote on the entire page. I kept looking, and looking, and looking, until I came across a picture that brought tears to my eyes.
It was of Kaito. Talking to my friends. Not Aiko. Not Klien. Not Yamato. At that time Kaito wasn't part of the popular group and has never really talked to Aiko, Klien, or Yamato. He was apart of the group I am in now. I could have made my move then...I wouldn't have been that afraid then. But of course...I was an idiot and either chasing after Hiro or dating Hiro. But...I have opened my eyes and now...I'm chasing after the wind.
Why does this always happen to me? Why can't I just live a normal life? Why does all this stuff have to happen to me? Why me? I just wish I could go back...back to seventh grade and change everything.
I fall in my bed and close the yearbook. My mouth forms a grin and a tear falls from my eye. I close my eyes which cause more tears to burst out.
"I was stupid...so stupid..."

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Where I End (Book 3 to the Why me series)
RomanceKyoko has 3 more months left with Hiro and all her close friends. Now that Kyoko has realized how she truly feels about Hiro, she is on a mission to find out if he feels the same and telling Hiro what she really thinks of him. Everything runs as pla...