summer love (Dua lipa)

Show Day

The day was finally here, I couldn't even tune my guitar today which is my worst nightmare, my c chord sounded like a D chord.  Dua just walked back in forth the house without speaking to me and it was so annoying. I almost threw my guitar across the room because how frustrated I was becoming but I needed to remain calm and ask Devin for help. I went to his room and he was laying down. Devin hasn't really been himself lately but I think I've been spending more time with Dua than with him, I felt bad about it first but I'm basically doing his job for him while he goes out partying.
"Devin I need your help" I tell him
"I'm hung over but what do you want" he says not moving from the position he's in
"I can't tune my damn guitar" I say and he bursts out laughing
"Let me hear it" he tells me while signaling with his hand to bring the guitar over, he hit the stings and he starts laughing again
"It's already in tune I think you're just nervous relax" he says
"You're not serious I swear it didn't sound right earlier" I say strumming the guitar again, he was right it was in tune I guess I'm just distracted by Dua being upset with me.
"You should smoke to relax" he says while leaning over and reaching for something under his pillow. I don't know why he thinks he needs to hide it I'm sure his dad knows
"Here" he says handing me the rolled up bud and lighter
"I don't know if it's a good idea I need to be focused" I tell him but I still take it in my hand
"Trust me it won't do anything bad and you know this" he says so I just say screw it my head and take the biggest hit I could. It feels like I got hit with a bat but not hard just like a small pop that didn't hurt but satisfied me. I couldn't help but laugh of how good it felt.
" now leave before I get in trouble" he says because Robbie has been walking behind Dua all day. He mentioned we had to leave soon because we were being dressed by some designer but I really just wanted to wear shorts and a band tshirt. Once I made it to my room I walked in and they were both there. They're kissing in my room and I felt myself almost cry but then the weed kept going up so I just laughed out loud and walked out. I probably looked crazy but I prefer to look that way than to raise any suspicion for Robbie. I sat on the couch but as soon as I did Robbie came out.
"Sorry about that Dua just needed to get something from in there and it just happened" he says scratch the back of his head as if he's actually worried about what I think. Robbie is a nice guy and it's sad the way he thinks Dua is into him, I think that's why I laughed because part of me knows that she wishes she can kiss me the way she kisses him or do even more to me.
"Don't worry one bit Robbie" I tell him but again a laugh sneaks up on the conversation
"We leave soon" he says checking his watch. I nod and he goes back to wherever Dua is.

I still can't believe I'm going to be playing in front of people I look up to. Black Sabbath is going to be there, I might faint. This could be the thing that switches my summer around because all it's been about is Dua as of now. It's like I enslave myself to any human being, my parents and now Dua? I should have never agreed on caring for Dua but then again I wouldn't be where I am now. Hopefully I run into a hot guy or a hot girl in secret and forget about Dua for a while, give her a taste of her own medicine. Revenge is useless though but I swear after this I'm just hanging around Devin, she can take care of herself or have Robbie take care of her. Weed can also make you very angry apparently but it doesn't let you show it.
The amount of things I could tell Dua start coming to my head. How she's so pure but sexy at the same time. How when she stares at me I see a little twinkle in her eyes. How badly I wish to have her lips on mine. How whenever she smiles or laughs the sad dead part of me feels happy and fulfilled. How if she ever decides to touch me in any way she'll be the first who ever did. How she's such a distraction to every little thing I do now. How when she gives me any sort of attention everything feels like glitter and fireworks combined. All these things I could say to her but I'll just let her live.
"Alright let's go ladies and Devin" Robbie claps his hands together and we all go to him, I look to Devin and we both just laugh
"What's so funny you two?" Robbie says with his arms crossed now
"Nothing we're just excited" Devin says, he was so good at fast responses when he was in this state because i couldn't be serious one bit.