summer love (Dua lipa)

Right

Dua and I quickly separated. Her girlfriend I assume, walked in on us. I made Dua cheat on her girlfriend how horrible can I keep becoming? This wasn't my intention at all. I'm not unhappy it happened though, I wanted more than what happened to happen.

"It's not what you think relax" Dua tells her
"What the hell do you mean I saw everything" the girl says
"I'll go im sorry" I say
"Fuck no you're not" the girl says

The girl is even prettier the closer she got. She has blue eyes and blonde hair. She's very toned in all the right places, I can see how Dua would like her. I don't know how she can be a failed attempt when she looks 10X better than I ever will in a life time.

"How could you do this?" She asks Dua
"I said it's not what you think if you don't believe me then it is your fault" Dua says
"You who are you huh?" The girl asks

Dua's eyes darted once she asked me that, I think I'm supposed to lie? However I'm so tired of lying, no one deserves to get cheated on not even this girl.

"I'm y/n" I say
"Do you just hook up with celebrities for fun or something?" She says
"Woah don't do that, I already told you it isn't what it seems now go I have something to do" Dua says
"Me go? What about her?" The girl says
"She's a long time friend of mine that's all it is and I want to have a private conversation, you and I can talk about this later" Dua says
"Fine" she says

Dua gets another cigarette and sits. There air is filled with tension, I don't know what tension it is but it doesn't feel bad or good. I remember her saying there's many things I don't know about Robbie but what things? I needed to say something to get rid of this silence anyways.

"Robbie what don't I know about him?" I ask
"He's a cunt, if I tell you what he did you might actually hate me for not killing him" she says
"Is it better for me not knowing then?"
"In a way yes but we're here to tell our truths aren't we?" She asks
"Yes" I say
"He killed Devin so he can get out of debt" she says

His name, Devin, I haven't heard it verbally out in a while. Not a good way to hear it again. It can't be true it's his son he would never do that right? Robbie loved Devin. But I remember I swear he was being followed especially after they beat him up for no reason. My head began to pound and my eyes begun to water.

"It can't be true you're lying" I say
"I wish I was, he threaten me by saying he would tell the world I'm a lesbian if I left him and went out to tell the truth" she says
"I don't even know what to say, a normal person would call the cops wouldn't they? However who knows what he's capable of" I say
"Trust me he's capable of a lot the last thing I need is for him to do something to you" she says

She cares for what happens to me and it made me feel butterflies in my stomach.

Devin, he didn't deserve what happened to him. I don't know why Robbie would kill his own blood, how does he sleep at night knowing what he did? This made me feel worse about myself because I could have stopped it, deep down I knew something was off but I let it go over me. Why do bad things happen to good people? Robbie should be the one six feet under not Devin.

"It's not fair" I say and my eyes feel weak full of liquid
She comes over to me and hugs me
"Of course it isn't, karma is real though and he's getting what's coming for him one day" she says

Her arms around me resembling a soft warm blanket while I'm resembling a cold wet person full of tears, it's the perfect combination. Something stops me from being at peace though. She isn't mine, the girl outside is hers, she loves Dua I can tell she does and it is not fair more me to come here. I had Dua and I ruined it.

"I should go Dua" I say
"I'm not letting you, not this time" she says pulling me tighter
"That girl out there Dua, she loves you very much"
"But I love you and as I was saying I'll never stop, I see a glimpse of us in every person I've been with, I know it may sound bad but I don't care" she says
"Oh Dua" I say along with cupping her face
"Please" she says
"If we do, you need to tell the girl outside what was actually going on, tell her everything. Don't leave her like I left you, once you do that come look for me" I say

I gather myself and take a cigarette from her. If we were really going to do this I want to do it the right way. I'm tired of hurting innocent people, most importantly I'm tired of being a mean person. I love Dua, I think I'll never stop loving her either. Life has clearly been good to me to have Dua still love me after what I did. There are still a lot of things unanswered though, how was she able to catch up to me before I went onto the train? So I really do want her to come find me.

Right when I reach the door handle I feel her hands cup my shoulders. Her lips touch the side of my face and she kisses me bit by bit till she gets to my cheek. She's my heaven.

"I'll look for you later tonight I'll send someone " she says

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The next chapter might be it y'all but it might be a crazy sad twist.  Dua Pov? thank you for reading:)