summer love (Dua lipa)

It Happened

I begin walking straight to my room. My hand gets tugged and I'm again face to face with Rina and those eyes.
"Do you want to watch a movie or something I'm bored" she says
This is confusing now, what if it's just a friendly thing not a romantic thing. Yea maybe she's "in love" with me but figures that I won't ever choose her so the only thing left is for her to be my friend.
"Sure but can I ask why Dua isn't coming home tonight?" I reply
She laughs and shakes her head as if I just said the funniest thing to exist.
"Don't know why you're worried for her she's clearly not ever worried about you trust me I know my sister but I care for you enough to tell you that you're nothing to her" she says
I stand in disbelief. She has no idea what she is saying she's just trying to make me hate Dua or something which won't work because I love her unconditionally and she's upset I don't love her.
"That not true, you know nothing about us" I say and again start heading into my room.

"She's fucking him right now" she says
Everything stops. Those words begin to echo violently in my head. She right, Dua isn't sleeping here and I know she isn't sleeping in the street. Where else could she sleeping?
"You think you're going to have her till the end? She's going to leave you. It isn't even okay for normal people to have same sex relationships what makes you think you will with someone who's famous now?" She says
She right, there's no false words in those sentences. My heart is stiff and listening to everything she's saying. Intaking every word and definition till it feels as it's about to explode.
"Why are you even saying this?" I turn to look at her
"Because unlike her I actually care about you" she says
"What else do you know about her huh?" I demand
"I know that she doesn't deserve you" she replies

Her stare seems harder to understand, her eyes becoming harder to no drown in. My respiratory rate feels as though it's getting worse every second I stand near her. This can't be happening.
Her eyes move to each of my eyes and begins to move towards my lips. I can stop this right now. I can't.

She grabs my face before I can even realize it. Her lips are on mine, the damage is done. There's no point in stopping it now I've already messed everything up. Her hands slipping down to my neck as my lips go between hers. She felt like Dua but more rough, more dangerous. What am I doing?
I broke away.

Next thing I knew is that we were both in her room. My vision was very weary. I knew what I had done and yes it was all coming at me too quickly. If Dua was to walk in through that door right now everything would be over. Maybe she already did.
I get up and put on my clothes.

"Where are you going?" Rina says I her morning and deeper voice.
"To my room" I say
"You regret it don't you?" She asks
Yes I do. But I don't? I'm disappointed in myself truly. Worked so hard to resist her just to fall onto bed with her after she just said some small things like "I could treat you better". I'm so pathetic and there's never an excuse for cheating.
"Can we talk about this later?" I say
"Sure" she says

I need to shower I'm covered in her. I also just need to think on rather I should go back home now and not tell Dua at all so she can be upset with me regardless.
Once I step into the shower I hear the door open. This can't be happening why is she coming into the restroom, Dua can be back at any second. As I'm about to tell her to leave the shower curtain opens.
It's Dua.
"Hey there" she smirks as she looks at me from up in down.
"You scared me" I say
"I'm sorry I couldn't make it home yesterday I had to be in the studio all night, I barley got any sleep" she says
"It's okay" I say
"Is everything okay you seem tense?" She replies
"I'm good you really just scared me" I say
"May I come in?" She asks
No no no. What do I do? But before I even have time to answer she begins taking her clothes off.
"Dua" I say
"Shhh" she replies

She comes into the shower with me. I feel dirty instead of becoming clean I become full of more guilt. Her lips fall onto mine. Her hand falls onto my naked body. She begins touching me the way she knows I like. Slipping her hand up and up my thigh till she reaches the spot. Making me feel good with each of her finger tips. How could I have turned into such a horrible human being. She thrust into me and my head slowly pulls back because of how good it feels knocking me out of my thoughts.

"I love you Y/n" she says
The biggest lie I've ever said begins to come out of my pathetic mouth.
"I love you more" I say
You don't cheat on someone you love "more".

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Hope all is good! I'm sorry for taking to long on this story as always lol. Thank you for reading :)