summer love (Dua lipa)

Dua POV 2

Y/n finally got a good rest but I made sure to stay up the entire night just in case anything happened. Yesterday was a lot but I'm not going to complain about it because it wasn't work to help someone you liked. I remember being her age, although I'm not that old but between that transition from 18 all the way to 20 we arent 100% there. She was sensitive right now so what she did wasn't hard to understand but I don't know what I would have done if she would've died on me. I really like y/n, I know it's not normal to like someone who is the same sex as you. In the UK people go through so much therapy that isn't much to do with the mind but more with physical pain, it's torture till you "magically" become heterosexual again. If I were to tell my parents about my situation I know they would be supportive but what hurts is that this discrimination may never end so it will always be dangerous.

Her eyes opened slowly but went wide right away so she knew where she was. I held her hand as quick as possible to let her know she's safe with me.
"I'm here you're okay" I tell her and she stares at me while giving me a soft half smile. She was beautiful in the beginning, during, and end of the day.
"I'm so sorry Dua I swear I'm not crazy it just happened" she tells me
"I know you're not bollocks you're just hurt" I tell her and scoot closer to her to lay my head on her shoulder.
"You dont need to do all this Dua im very grateful but don't waste your patience on me" she tells me
"Love is patient" I tell her as I scoot up to kiss her on the cheek
"Ours is dangerous" she replies to me with a gloom look to her

I know she's spooked about what might happen to us, I am too but I want this more than anything dare I say more than my career. I've never been this attracted to someone it confused me but confusion is a doubt and doubts are a waste of bloody time. But as I said before im not going to force her onto anything especially under these circumstances but I am going to be there for her when she needs me and maybe she'll be convinced that there's no reason we can't pursue what we have even if we have to hide it.

"You're right let's forget about that though you want to do something today?" I ask her because I don't want to bring her any sadness anymore
"Like what?" She asks me but she didn't seem too intrigued
I remember the night I slept with Robbie was to convince him to let me record at his studio with y/n so I could use that favor now.
"Want to go to a studio?" I ask her and under the blanket im crossing my fingers
"No way Robbie is letting you in his studio he never even let Devin in there" she says getting up and slouching her back on the bed board. I don't know what to say next because I don't know if she doesn't like the idea.
"I'll go for him because I'm sure my boy has been following me around" she says with a timid smile
I found it adorable that she called him her boy like if she was his mother. It's how I knew y/n had a genuine pure heart unlike a lot of people in these times. This also confirmed that music still got her excited and some day she will want to get back to it.
"Sounds great we'll call for a cab Robbie took the car" I tell her
"You and Robbie are exclusive? I don't want to break someone's heart" she says

Robbie and I were having some sort of relationship but in some way y/n was right. I was more in it for the good things that came with him but he was in it for the same thing. At least that's what I think because whenever we are together hes always horny. He never asked me to be his girl ever so I was on the market but only for y/n.
"Im not with Robbie but I'll make it clear next time I see him that I don't want anything" I tell her
"In a way it's more beneficial to be with him I plan to return home sooner than I thought I would be" she tells me looking down at her fidgeting fingers

I felt a lump form on my throat and my entire body began to heat up. I don't want her to go, let alone just make this a fling. I can't stay quiet with things like this.
"How soon?" I ask her trying to not let my guard down
"I don't know maybe in 2 days I'll have to ask Robbie today if I see him" she says
"Do you really want to go?" I ask her
"Everything here reminds me of him and what's that saying people say? Memories feel like weapons" she says
She made sense but does this mean she isn't taking my feeling into consideration because she doesn't feel the same for me? I have to know
"What about us" I say
"I like you Dua I believe I more than like you actually and I think we could do it if we try but you're going to be big one day and how will we do it then?" She asks me
"I'm not big yet we can do it now and we can figure it out along the way" I tell her as I get up and slouch on the bed board too
She puts her hand on my jaw and stares into my eyes for a few seconds until I feel her lips on mine. My heart flutters and skips a beat with each kiss she gives me. My breath was taken away anytime we kissed. Kissing was my favorite of any physical touch because you exchange saliva and it's as if you are part of each other now. Y/n is a part of me now, a part that was important like a heart to be able to live. She lets go leaving me speechless
"We could go now" she says with a smile

When we got to the studio Robbie was waiting there. He called me over to him.
"How is she doing?" He asks, he knew nothing of what happened last night and it's not very lady like to go around telling people other peoples business
"She's feeling a bit better I hope you don't mind if she's here" I tell him
"Course not but later can I come over?" He asks in my ear but his breath smells like liquor and cigars.
"Robbie I don't think it's okay to do that especially now you need time to yourself to grief and figure out what happened" I tell him and he lets a big sigh out
"You would help me a lot though but I understand and you may be right I'll leave you two at it I underestimated y/n she really knows how to play that thing" he says as he walks towards y/n and hugs her
I tilt my head to signal her to come on in but she's hesitant so I take my hand out and she takes it right away. Once we walk in the booth her guitar is there, I thought it might have gotten lost or stolen when we ran off the stage but no it was there. Her facial expression changed into a smile and tears.
"God I thought I lost it Devin gave me this guitar Dua and it's here it's a piece of him" she says jumping up and down with it. She looks so adorable whenever she smiles thank god for whoever found it I owe them the world for making her feel happy.
"Dua since I won't be performing maybe I can teach you so you can look extra badass" she tells me but i give her a small pout because I still wanted her to go up there with me
"I wish you'd still go up there with me but sure why not it can't hurt to learn" I tell her
She grabs a chair and pushes me onto it while she brings her guitar over me and sets it on my lap.
"Here this part has to go on your thigh and your arms here" she says as she positions me in the appropriate way to hold a guitar. She grabs my hand gently and separates my fingers to the positions they have to be on the strings. I can feel her hot breath on my cheek and there's nothing else I can focus on but how close she is to me.

"You have to look at the guitar to learn" she lets a small giggle out but then stares at me with eyes searching for what to do next that's when I gently set the guitar on my lap and kiss her. She doesn't fight back but grabs me closer to her. She took the guitar and set it down somewhere and got back to me. Kissing me passionately but gentle I felt our bodies heat up for how pressed together they begin to be. I could feel our hearts pumping as if we are running because of how fast we both begin to take our shirts off. We're not thinking right now and I love it. She lays me on the ground since there is obviously no bed around, she has her hand behind me to make sure it won't hurt if I lay too fast but also to have me still so close to her. But she finally stops
"We can't anyone can come in" she says panting as she rolls over and lays next to me.
"I love learning guitar now" I tell her with a smirk and we both begin to laugh
"We really are taking advantage of the studio huh" she says sarcastically and begins to get up. She looks for her shirt but grabs mine instead and puts it on. She gives me hers
"Symbol of love?" She asks with a soft smile
"Does this mean?" I ask her because I'm eager to know if this is an agreement to what I suggested earlier
"Yes Dua let's do it" she smiles and I nearly melt into liquid because of how warm that made me. My excitement was off the charts because my heart was exploding with confetti. I was so energized I could run to the UK and back. I grab her face, kiss it all over and finally hug her as tight as I can.
"We just need to be careful" she says while rubbing my back as we still are hugging
"I'll do anything to keep this safe for you and I" I tell her

Time passes and we end up with recordings of me messing up each chord she's trying to teach me until we get it right. Guitar is complicated but you just need to familiarize certain things and you get the hang of it. You also just need a hot teacher you're a possibly in love with. Robbie was going to be back any second so we had to act super natural but god was I blushing and dying of joy inside. I can tell she was too because she was more nervous around me. The door opens and just as I said it was Robbie.
"Hey you two how'd it go in here?" He says as he puts his coat down
"I was taught the guitar by this genius" I tell him while pointing at y/n
"Really? Did that involve changing shirts too?" He says
I can feel y/n staring at me so I can somehow distract or make something up for this, cant believe we didn't think about this
"We just liked each other's shirts plus they match our shorts just right" I say
"You girls are something else but I'm happy you guys had a productive day" he says as he stares at y/n more to make sure shes doing fine and I found that sweet of him but damn was that close.
"Well I need you two out not in a rude way but I have a band coming" he says
"No problem thanks Robbie for this and the guitar I swear I thought it was gone" y/n tells him
"He got it for you so I made sure it came back" he says
"Alright goodbye Robbie" I tell him and he nods

We make it outside
"Guess we need to be more more careful" y/n says
"We'll be alright I promise love" I tell her

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I'm excited to make lovey dovey parts to this story but I also have to remember summer is almost over and I plan on ending this story by then :( thank you for reading as always :)