Zoé Thomsons life is falling to pieces slowly, and her life is at risk when she falls into an abusive relationship with Alex Latto. Every little argument, turns into disaster and ends up with Zoé getting hurt, mentally or physically. One day it all...
It was the morning of our tour. My alarm was set for 4am. I was laying in Bojans arms, my head cuddled into his chest. I had slept for only 3 hours. We had to go to the studio and get the tour bus at 7:00am. Yes, I was up 3 hours earlier. But I needed the three hours. Bojan was still sleeping. But I could hear someone awake downstairs. I put on a hoodie I had stolen from Bojan. I decided to go downstairs to see who it was. There, I saw Nace. "Hey Boja-" he started. "Oh it's you, hey." He greeted me. "Hi.." I replied. "You alright?" He asked me. "Yeah- are you?" I said super awkwardly, we were still really awkward after the conversation we had. "Yeah I'm fine." He said, packing a bag. "Is everyone still asleep then?" I asked him, trying to make conversation. The silence was so loud. "Yeah seems like it." He replied.
I was going to head back upstairs until I heard Naces voice again. "Hey Zoé wait." He told me. "What?" I asked him. He came closer to me. "I'm really sorry if i made you uncomfortable the other day, I didn't mean it. I just really care about Bojan and don't want to see him hurt- and I wouldn't want to see you hurt either.." He admitted. "I really appreciate that, and it's totally okay. I understand and you're a good friend." I decided to hug him. It was always an instinct I had. He hugged me back and I went back upstairs to find Bojan awake. "Hey gorgeous!" He smiled. "Hello Bojci" i replied. I went back on the bed and gave him a kiss on his soft lips. "Someone's in a good mood." He laughed. "Yes. Of course I am!" I told him. "Awww." He uttered. "Anywaysss, I really enjoyed last night" I winked at Bojan. "Me tooo." He agreed, laughing. "Hey is that my hoodie?! I wondered where that went" he asked me. "What- no- maybe- yes." I admitted. "You suit it." He told me. "Why thank you." I posed.
I hopped into the shower and realised I had forgotten a towel. Everyone was downstairs, or so I thought. "Bojan can you get me a towel?" I shouted. He didn't hear me. I turned the shower off. "BOJAN CAN YOU GET ME A TOWEL" Still no reply. I said it one more time. I groaned. Then i heard someone enter the bathroom. It was Jan. He had a towel in his hand. "Here you go sweetheart." He winked at me. "JAN!" i shouted. Hs laughed and left. I was shocked, but at least I had a towel. I finished my shower and walked out of the bathroom. I decided to put on a kind of casual comfy outfit.
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This was it. I walked downstairs again to find all the boys at the kitchen table. "Wheres Mia?" I asked. "She's in the lounge." Kris told me. I walked into the lounge and found her. "Hey!" I said. "Why are you in here alone?" I asked. "I'm going to miss you so much Zoé" she turned to me, showing her teared up eyes. "Awww Mia, why didn't you tell me it was going to upset you..?" I asked. "I'm not upset, I just don't know what I'm going to do without you for months.." she told me. "I know.. I'll miss you so so much." I pulled Mia into a massive hug. "And we will call all the time.. and still drink wine and talk shit.." i laughed. "I Hope so" Mia answered. "I promise" I looked Mia in her eyes. "You're going to do amazing.." she told me.
I felt so bad that i had to leave her. I didn't know she felt like this. We got up off the couch and went through to the kitchen. It was now 6:46. We had 14 minutes until we had to leave. I made sure I had all of the clothes and everything I would need in general. "You look gorgeous" Bojan said. "Thank you, you're not so bad yourself." I teased. He rolled his eyes. I was so nervous. My phone was still blowing up with dms and followers. The only thing I wanted was one text from someone. My dad. But no. He doesn't care. He never did. He left when I was 4.
"We should probably leave now if you're all ready." Nace told us. We all agreed and said our goodbyes to Mia. It was time for me to say goodbye to Mia. This was going to be so so tricky. I wasnt going to see her for months. Sure, we would FaceTime and text, but it wasn't the same. I hugged her as tight as I could. "I'll miss you so much Mia.." I told her tearing up. "I'll miss you more" we were both a wreck at this point. The boys just watched. I kissed Mia on her cheek and waved to as her we stepped out of the front door. I was really really going to miss my best friend. We got into Naces car and drove to the studio. We listened to the new album on the way, singing to them. Jan pulled out his ukulele. "Oh for fucks sake" i joked. "You'll love my ukulele one day sweetheart" He laughed. "Sure.." I added.
We got to the studio, and got everything packed into the tour bus. It was finally time to go. "I'm so so so excited!" I shouted to Bojan. As we stepped onto the bus, me and Bojan ran to the room with the queen size bed. It wasn't as if anyone else would take it, I think everyone knew that we called dibs anyway. I was so excited to be sharing a bedroom with Bojan. Especially the bed. It was now 9am and the first place we were touring was Zagreb, Croatia. I had never been, but seeing photos of it, it looked like a gorgeous place to be. Although it was a long journey, it wasn't too bad. I would be spending it with Bojan and the boys anyway. This was it. The start of a new journey.
Authors note: Hello 🫶🏻 i promise promise promise next chapter Will be getting ready for the first tour and the actual show!! sorry for dragging everything onnn😭 love you all🤍🌞☁️
