Kandi"So you just gave her some? Didn't even try to hold out.." Monica asked through the phone.
"Well I'd say she was the one who gave me some but no I didn't hold out.." I said with pride as I bit the tip of my finger.
The second I got in the house from my sleepover with Tamika I called my girls for an emergency discussion. I wanted desperately to keep this to myself but it was burning a hole in my throat not being able to let it out.
Wegich qas one of the many reasons I went home. The most important one was because Alaya was there and we didn't want to confuse her.
Although, we decided to give this a try we still wanted to maintain a healthy environment for her that was familiar. And me spending the night and sleeping in the same room as Tamika was just not normal for her.
"Kandi Burruss!" Tiny yelled through the phone causing everyone to laugh.
"Can you blame her? Her pussy has two year old cobwebs coming out of it.." Toya teased.
"Girl, fuck you.." I laughed.
"I'm just saying... I know she got you sprung.." She replied. "Ughh! She does y'all! That's why I had to take my ass home.."
"So what y'all doing? Did y'all actually talk because all I'm hearing is some sex that turned you loose?" Mo asked getting straight to it.
"Yeah, we talked. I told her I wanted to go slow but I did want to try a relationship again... she suggested therapy so we're going to try that too.." I paused for a second waiting for them to say something before deciding to chime in once again.
"I don't know y'all... am I stupid?"
"Hell yeah, but are you happy?" Monica asked.
"I haven stopped smiling yet.." I stated plainly and as if it was a stamp of approval the all hummed in agreement.
"Well she fuck up again we driving through her living room I know that.." Toya said making everyone laugh.
We continued to talked for awhile as we all caught up in each others lives until my phone started ringing and I realized it was Tamika.
I hated to hang up on my girls but I already missed her even though I just left her house not even three hours ago.
"Uh y'all— ima have to call y'all back.." I said as the entire phone fell into silence.
"Alright go be great, nasty.." Tiny said as everyone started to chime in and say their goodbyes.
I finally got off the phone with them and picked up on probably the last ring.
"Oh! I was about to say... damn she not gon' pick up!" She said as the phone connected.
"I was on the phone, damn, you acting like I let it go to voicemail.." I laughed. "On the phone with who?" She asked completely disregarding my joking tone.
"My friends, ma'am.."
"I'm sorry, am I not more important?"She teased and I could hear the playfulness in her tone return after I eliminated the possibility of me being on the phone with somebody that I could potentially be dealing with.
"You are... but those my girls."
"Who eats your pussy me or your girls?"
I squeezed my legs shut immediately after she said that. Her tone was dripping with sex and my body couldn't help but to react to it. I had to get a grip. If we were going to make this work I couldn't let sex be the foundation of our relationship.