2 weeks after Tiny's birthday...
Kandi
"Hold up! Hold up! This too much my brain is overloading!" Monica yelled as I recounted the events that took place at Tiny's birthday party.
"—Bitch you had sex on my sink?!" Tiny yelled over her, disregarding any other detail of what I said.
"Well, sorta kind of..." I paused and she gave me a 'really' look that caused me to cave. "Okay, I did but—"
"—I can't even find it in me to be mad at that right now because I'm trying to understand when y'all dated and what she said to get you to drop your drawls like that.."
"You know it don't take much for her to drop her drawls.." Monica said which was followed by a laugh.
"Bitch—look we dated around the time Xscape broke up and we ended things because I didn't like how she handled my beef with her sister. It's a lot to explain but I felt disrespected so we ended things and I haven't talked to her since.." I explained with a small shrug.
"Oh my—damn! So now it makes so much sense why you were so mad at her over the years. Why didn't you ever tell me?" Tiny asked.
"I didn't want to expose our relationship at the time and then once it was over I was so hurt I didn't want to talk about it.."
"Damn Kandi... I'm sorry you went through that alone." Monica said as Tiny agreed.
"It's alright. I'm way better now.."
"I bet you are... so how did y'all end up, you know, doing it." Tiny asked.
I started explaining trying not to go into too much detail but of course as I started to think back to what happened that night I couldn't help but to give into the flashbacks.
The way she made my body feel that night laid no comparison to anybody I was dealing with at the moment or ever for that matter. She truly knew how to fuck like no other. I was certain she could write a book on how to please me.
I got hot just thinking about. I started daydreaming about it completely forgetting my surroundings. I thought if I spaced out and relaxed my body just enough I would be able feel her touch again.
And I was right.
I felt her hand press against my thigh, holding it in place. I felt her lips on my neck keeping me hot and ready with anticipation. I heard her voice whisper in my: "Kandi!"
Huh? That's not what she said...
"Kandi!" Tiny yelled as I broke out of my daydreaming.
"Girl, we sitting here talking and you staring into space... what the hell" Monica said as she gave me a crazy look.
"My bad y'all. I just have a lot of my mind.." I lied and reached forward to grab the water that was on my coffee table.
"Mmhm—so have y'all talked since or.." Tiny asked and I raised my eyebrows at her.
"No... she told me to unblock her and I did. She texted me and called me a couple times but I couldn't bring myself to answer.."
"Why? I thought the sex was mind blowing and made you realize that you wanted her again." Monica asked and I shrugged.
"I thought so but I had to come back to reality.. I just don't think it'll work out besides I have so much going on with my businesses right now. I don't have time to be in a relationship.."
After Tamika and I broke up I dated a little but nothing serious. I didn't really have time to be in a committed relationship with anyone so I usually just kept people around for casual sex.
