Yoongi hires an actress to play the role of his girlfriend.
It's easy to find a girlfriend when you are Min Yoongi, but it's not easy to find someone who will come and go at your will, who will be happy to stay hidden and take whatever crumbs of att...
I can not believe the highs and lows of the D-Day final in Seoul. My reaction to each moment; a thunderous cacophony of sorrow, elation, desire, fear, anxiety, and laughter. As much love as I had in my heart for the final concert, it was devastating to watch each moment pass knowing it was 'the last time' he would have that experience, we would sing that song with him, see that crowd, hear those cheers, with his guests, his friends, his family, beside him, enjoying the moments with him.
I somehow managed to predict the appearance of JK and Seven, Jimin and Like Crazy, AND the tattoo reveal (although it was in a different spot than I wrote in this fic) but I did not predict that HYBE wouldn't give us even 24 hours to recover from the rollercoaster before making the announcement he was leaving us.
I have no idea how to get through the next 24 hours let alone 22 months. Even though I knew it was coming, it doesn't take away the pain and heartbreak of living without him.
I don't know if I will write furiously for the next 2 years, or be bereft of ideas and hollow inside? My muse is leaving me. Is the memory of all he shared enough to sustain me? I hope it will be, but the tears I shed now, leave me questioning.
One thing I know, and always know, is that I trust them, all of them, with my heart, and I will wait an eternity if I need to.
Thank you for allowing me this time to be myself and share my fear and pain with those who truly understand. It really does help 💜💜💜
Be happy, be true, be safe Min Yoongi
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