it is not their fault that you are not a part of something
you tell yourself
there will be a day where i have what you do
a circle surrounding,
people who remember the sound of your laugh,
and remedy lonely saturday nights
you have spent your life
alienated
waiting, waiting
i watch your circles
i watch your lives like films
one day
i will be a name that someone thinks of
a little more than the rest
one day, i'll stop wishing it were me
these things were happening to
because it will be just that,
it will happen.
