The Black The white and the grey.

Chapter 10 | I hope.

Kaboentle.

He kneels beside me and he takes my hand in between his hands and he gently brushes them while he continues to stare into my eyes.

"Do you mind going for a drive ?"

"I don't want to go anywhere."

"Staying in here won't do you any good either."

He answers and I sigh a little as I close my eyes.

I'm drained and I have nothing left inside of me right now not even so much as the strength to fight this man.

It's been almost a week since Khosi's incident and a week since I've come to terms with my harsh reality.
I haven't been able to bring myself out of bed because everytime I think of facing this reality I get anxious and I retreat back into bed.

I haven't heard from her and for the past week she's been avoiding my calls for reasons unknown and that makes me worry more about her even more.

"Im doing just fine Siya."

I tell him and he sighs before he gets up from his knees and he hovers over me.

"Come on."
He soflty says to me before he pulls my covers open.

He pulls me up from the bed and I swiftly get out.

I put my slides on and I start to walk out of the room with him closely behind him with his hand at the small of my back and this urge to lean into his body grows the closer when he walks next to me and it doesn't help that he keeps giving me gentle rubs every now and then.

This, this right here is what make me weak.

He leads me down the stairs and into the garage before he leads me to a star black range rover. He opens the door for me and I step inside and he closes the door for me.
In a few seconds he's inside the car and he's driving us out of the garage.

"Where are you taking me Siya ?"

I ask once we are fully on the road and he's driving towards the city.

He takes his eyes from the road and he stares down at me.

Gorgeous features and everything.

"Some place nice and relaxing..."
He simply says before he focuses back on the road while soft music plays in the background and nothing is hotter than this view.

I look away from him and back at the road, keeping my mouth shut.
When I start to play with my thumbs he grabs my hand and he holds it in between his and gives them a gentle squeeze before he looks at me again.

I don't know what this man bathes in but it makes me weak to the core. And I hate this and it scares me because I can't trust myself around this man, I fear that I might fall and I might never get out, I might never find my peace.

He's patient, attentive and he doesn't take my words for granted. It's like every time I throw lemons at him somehow he manages to make lemonade.

He looks away from me and continues driving until we reach a gate that leads us into a Grove of trees before we reach a white Victoria style house.

He parks the car infront of the door and turns the engine off before he gets out and comes to open my door.

"What is this place ?"

"Do you trust me?"

He asks as he grabs my hand again, giving it another one of those gentle squeezes.

Do I trust him ?

I want to say that I don't. That I don't trust anybody that has Gumede blood but this one ?