Cut & Abandoned (Lesbian Story)

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We spent our Friday goofing around and just having lots of fun. Tara seemed to be back to how she was when I first met her and she wasn't being cold towards me. Hudson has been just a doll and is truly an amazing person. I think when we get back to school on Monday he will actually talk to me. We can be the outcasts of the grade together.

Tara -since it's her house- asked him if he'd like to spend the weekend with us and he said he'd love to. So tonight we are all lying around the living room smothered in tons of covers and pillows. Hudson and Ray were talking quietly together across the living room from Tara and I. I turned my head to look over at her and she sent me a friendly smile that warmed my heart.  She put her arm around my shoulders and I laid my head on her shoulder.  Just as I was drifting asleep I heard Tara say something.

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I woke up and I couldn't help but feel like I was missing something important. I remembered that Tara had said something while I was falling asleep but... what did she say? Damn it this is going to bug me all day.

I looked over and Tara wasn't there. I heard something in the kitchen drop so I got up to check it out. Tara was in there making breakfast.

Yum... smells like muffins.

"What have you made?" I asked.

"Chocolate chip muffins." She smiled at me. "From scratch. Want one?"

"Yes! The last time anyone made anyone for me too was... well before my mom died. So it's been a few years."

"Well now that your living here be expecting more meals for you too. Although I can't promise too many meals because I'm not the best cook. But I can make muffins!" She grinned and handed me a muffin.

I took it and thanked her. Oh my god this is the best damn muffin I've EVER had! "This. Is. Heavenly!!"

"What's heavenly?" Ray asked. It turned around to show him the muffin.

"This!!!"

"HUDSON! HURRY IN TARA MADE MUFFINS!" Ray yelled. He quickly grabbed a muffin  and devoured it. I guess he likes Tara's muffins just as much as I do.  Hudson came in and had some awful bed head. He still looked adorable though. Oh shit I wonder what I look like.

I finished the muffin and snuck off to the bathroom. I looked in the mirror and holy crap was my hair crazy!

"Ugh..." I groaned and started looking for the brush.

"I think you look cute." Tara cooed.

I jumped and turned to face her. "Jeez Tara just give me a heart attack why don't you." Wait... "Did you just say I look cute?"

"Yup. You look like a little kitten in the morning."

I looked in the mirror again. "What kind of fucked up kittens have you been looking at?"

She laughed and turned to walk away. "Oh and the brush is in the third drawer."

"Thanks!" Now to tame the mane. Okay note to self, never say that again.

Afterwards I went into Tara's room, which I guess I should call mine too since its where I'll be staying, to get my clothes and other necessities. Today I was going to wear my favorite jeans and super soft dark blue sweater.

It's Saturday so I guess I'll be staying here the whole day. My only friends are currently all here so I don't know what else I'd do. Does everyone spend their weekends doing nothing? Or am I just an odd ball... Nah I'm sure there are others. I mean, just look at people on tumblr. Do you really think they have a life?

I went to scratch my arm but then I remembered why it was so itchy. Scratching the cuts won't make them heal. But why do I care if they heal? I'll just make more.

"Something wrong with your arm?" Tara asked.

"Huh?" I noticed I was holding onto where I had cut a few days ago. "Oh no."

"Alright. Well do you want to go to an amusement park?"

"What?"

"Well I don't feel like spending all day here and Hudson's parents texted him saying that he should go out with all of us to the new amusement park that opened up. It's only an hour drive to there. Plus they said they'd pay, mainly because they probably realize that going there means Hudson will be getting some exercise. Look at him, he's so skinny and weak. He's always on his laptop." Ray said.

Hudson hit him on the arm. "Well we can't all like sports like you."

"I don't like all sports. Just some of them." Ray said.

Hudson rolled his eyes. "So maybe I'm not as active as you but I do do things over breaks."

"But not any other time." Ray said.

Hudson hit him on the arm again. "So do you want to go?"

I nodded. "Sounds fun!"

"It might be warmer there so you should change into a t-shirt." Tara said.

"I'm fine. When are we going?" I asked.

"When everyone else gets ready I guess." Hudson said. Tara ran off to her room to get changed and Ray dragged Hudson to his room.

I'm going to an amusement park with friends. I never thought I'd be able to say that. Things really have been looking better since I met Tara.