Cut & Abandoned (Lesbian Story)

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I won't. After the kiss she was quiet and didn't talk to me while we looked for the boys so we could go home. The whole drive was really awkward and silent. I'm pretty sure Hudson and Ray were too scared to ask her why she was silent. I don't blame them. But Ray did ask once we got home. He pulled me into his room and Hudson stayed out in the living room.

"Why's Tara being so quiet? She's never quiet." He said.

"Well... we went on the Ferris wheel and she... kissed me and-"

"She kissed you?"

"Yes now don't interrupt." I scolded. "She stopped talking after that.  I guess she regrets it."

"Oh Alex... what are we going to do about that?"

"Not 'we'. Me. I'll have to see if I can talk to her. I don't think she'll want to talk with me willingly though so I don't know."

Ray sighed and we left his room. Tara was standing in the living room with Hudson and it was just as awkward seeming.

"Alex can we talk?" Tara asked.

What? I looked at Ray and he seemed as surprised as I was. "Uh sure."

"Our room please." I  followed after her and she shut the door once I was in.

"Yeah?" God what's she going to say?

"I um... well... that kiss..."

"If you want to forget about that I totally understand its-"

"Why would I want to forget?" She asked.

"Wait what?"

"I didn't want to tell you to forget it. I'd rather you didn't. I was wondering how you felt about it though."

"Well... uh... how did you feel about it?" I asked.

"I feel like this." What's she-?

She pressed her lips against mine once again. This kiss wasn't as soft as the last once. It was more passionate. I should probably kiss back now.

A few moments later she pulled away. "You kissed back."

"And you kissed me."

She smiled. "I did. I think you understand how I feel about that."

"But what about Brianna? I know you said you didn't like her anymore but that was just two days ago and I don't know how much you liked her but you said you had a huge crush on her and-"

"Alex shut up." Tara said and put her hand on my mouth. "Will you stay quiet for a bit?" I nodded. "Good. Well I did like her but as soon as I saw you I thought you were really cute. You're nicer than Brianna anyhow. Finding out she was bullying you was a deal breaker."

"So you just like me?"

"Obviously." She scoffed. A grin spread across her face and I could feel myself start smiling,

"Good. Because I've liked you since I saw you." This time I was the one to kiss her. It was a quick kiss because Tara pulled away but stayed close.

"So is this going to make us girlfriends because I don't really feel like being just a fling."

"You're too amazing to be just a fling." I assured her.

She smiled and kissed me. "Good."

"Should we tell the boys?" I asked.

"Why don't we scare them a bit first?" She said and grinned mischievously.

"Whatever! Don't be so dumb!"  I yelled and stomped out of her room. Both boys hopped up from the couch and stared at me.

"Psh as if I'm the dumb one!" Tara yelled.

"Girls what's going on?!?" Ray asked.

"Well I'm certainly not the one wrong here!" I yelled.

"What?!? You couldn't be more wrong!" Tara yelled.

"Girls stop it! Why are you yelling?!" Ray shouted.

"Tara insists that I'm the cuter one!" I yelled.

"What?" Ray asked.

"Yeah and she says that I'm cuter than she is!" Tara shouted.

"What the hell?!?" Ray yelled.

I couldn't hold it anymore and burst out laughing and so did Tara. I walked over to her and put my hand on her shoulder to try to balance myself. Tara smiled at me and gave me a peck on the lips.

"Okay what's going on?!?" Ray asked.

"We're dating now. Obviously." Tara said.

"Really? Yay!" Ray hugged both of us and grinned. "I knew you would end up together!"

"You didn't act so sure about that like ten minutes ago." I said.

"What?" Tara asked.

"He asked me why you were quiet and I said I thought that you regretted kissing me."

"I wouldn't dare." Tara said and smiled.

"Great now I'm living with the most adorably lesbian couple ever." Ray said. Tara smacked him on the arm and they started arguing playfully about that.

Living here has just been getting better. It makes me kind of want to stop cutting and smoking. Kind of.