Cut & Abandoned (Lesbian Story)

18

When we got home Ray groaned and fell onto the couch. "Fuuuuccckkk."

"What's up?" Tara asked. Ray groaned and Hudson sat down next to him.

"A girl caught Ray and Hudson kissing and now everyone's going to know there gay." I said.

"Aw guys that's awful! I know neither of you wanted to be out yet." Tara said sympathetically.

"Doesn't matter what we want. By now that girls probably told all her friends." Ray said.

"We'll face them together. Make the school see how awesome gay love is." Hudson said.

Ray chuckled and sat up. "Okay."

"How was your day Alex?" Tara asked.

"Brianna slapped me. I went off on her. She slapped me again and ran off crying." I said.

"Damn what did you say?" Tara asked.

"I told her that she can hit me all she wants but I'm the one who got you."

"Aw baby!" Tara kissed me and gave me a hug. "I'm the one who won here. I got you."

"Eww lesbians." Ray said childishly.

"Oh shut it Ray." Tara said with a laugh.

"Hey Alex wanna go out to the mall with me? I need to pick something up." Hudson said.

"Why aren't you asking me?" Ray said and pouted.

"Because I'm awesome. I'd love to go." I said.

"Sweet lets head out." Hudson and I walked to the mall since neither of us could drive.

"What are you getting?" I asked.

"Ray and I have been together for two months now and this is the longest and best relationship I've been in. I want to get him a little something just to say 'hey, I love you, let's stay together'."

"Aww your such a doll Hudson." I cooed.

He smiled and we walked around to the store he wanted to go into. "Wait out here for me, k?"

"Okey dokey."

As I stood outside the store I saw just about the worst thing right then. Brianna coming my way.

"What do you want Brianna?" I asked.

"You." She grabbed me arm and pulled me away to a blocked off restroom.

"What the hell?!?" I shouted.

"I really liked Tara. Even thought I loved her. But that was nothing. When I saw her the next time, which she probably didn't tell you about, she just flaunted how she loved you. And I thought, why does she love Alexandria? And the more I thought of reasons, the more I started to like you."

"Brianna what the-"

"Don't interrupt me I need to say this. This whole time I considered you the enemy. Over the two week break I realized how I really felt. I don't love Tara, and I probably never truly did. But I do love you. And I'm going to have you as my own."

"What the fuck Brianna?! You hate on me and slap me today and now you say you love me?!"

"I'm sorry about earlier. I show love in a rude way. But now I have you."

"No you don't. If I have to belong to anyone then that would be Tara."

"Face it Alexandria, you love me too. You like it rough."

She pushed me against the cold bathroom wall and trapped me there. I tried to pull away and my shouted at her was cut off by her smashing her lips against mine. Tara's kisses are always so sweet and passionate but Brianna's were just disgusting and wrong. When I tried to pull away and speak she shoved her tongue into my mouth. Her hands lowered and slipped under my shirt to cup my breasts. I managed to get away enough to be able to say "Stop it, please."

"NO Alex. I love you and you love me too. If you don't give in then I won't leave you alone. Just let me have you now."

I'm not going to be able to get away. The only chance I have at being able to leave is to give her what she wants. Despite how much I hated it I kissed her back. She became more aggressive and lustful. She stopped kissing me to pull my shirt off. She instantly came back to me though and reached around me to undo my bra.

Save me Tara

~~~

When I got back to Hudson my face was tear stained. His smile dropped immediately and he ran over to me with a worried and scared look.

"Oh god Alex I was looking for you what happened?"

I couldn't hold it in anymore and burst into tears. He hugged me tight and I laid my head against his chest.  Though my sobs I managed to say "Bri... Loves me... Kissed... So used.... I'm dirty... Oh god... Kill me now.."

"Alex honey please... I don't know what exactly happened but do not hurt yourself. Once you calm down you tell me and I will help you through this." We sat down on a bench in the mall and I cried on his shoulder while he rubbed me back. Once I calmed down enough I explained to him what happened.

"...Tara's going to hate me." I finished with.

"No she won't. I'm sure she'll understand. You didn't want that to happen and she was forcing herself on you.

"I could have stopped her though! I stop trying to and gave in! What's wrong with me?!" I started crying again and shook violently.

"Alex! Alex calm down!" Hudson said and hugged me tighter than before.

"What have I done... Please... She can't... Oh god-"

I got up and ran to the bathroom to puke.