Unspoken Unbroken

Introducing new friends

"they are so cute, aren't you just a little baby" I say in awe as I play whit Morris.

"aren't they...Kaine?" when I don't get a response I look back to see him pacing all over the place. "kaine?" I ask a second time.

"what" he bursts out, looking up at me.

"Jesus just chill down" I say in defense.

"no I can't, how will Brian even react to this. Holy shit we can't even take care for them Ryann" he slumps down on the couch and hides his face in his hands.

"yes we can, and Brian will love them. I promise" I calm him down. "no he won't" he says stressing  himself out. "I have a feeling this isn't about the cats is it?" I lean back into the cushions.

"what do you mean?" he takes his head out of his hands to look at me.

"I don't know, but I mean.. when i came back you tried to say something in a hurry and it seemed like you were.. ehh worried for me" I try to explain as best as I can.

"well" he starts "no, never mind" kaine looks away to the window.

"oh god Kaine, just say it" I yell getting tired of him not finishing his sentences.

"I'm sorry oké, I can't" he yells back. "well then don't even bother to. I shouldn't have come back here in the first place" I scream at him standing up. "well maybe you would have been better of whit out me" he now screams at me in anger too.

"I would have"

he stands up to face me. " you know what Ryann. I'm sick and tired of dealing whit your shit all the time. maybe I should just have let you die there. I help you all the time and the only thing I get from you is an attidute. I'm so tired of you being a fucking bitch" he spats in my face. I'm really taken back by that, he woudnt really let me die would he.

before I can even control myself, my hand strikes his face, making him grab his cheek. he looks back in shock at me, for what I just did.

"I fucking hate you" I spat in his face. I can feel the tears forming in my eyes.

before I let them out i grab Morris and Meavis from the couch and run to my room.

I slam the door behind me shut and throw myself on my bed.

that's when I let my tears out and cry into the sheets. "Ryann I'm sorry" I hear Kaine say from behind the door.

"go away, I hate you" I cry out.

I feel Morris against the back of my arm. i roll into my side and pull my knees up. After a while, I wipe away my tears and lie there just staring at the ceiling.

it feels like hours have gone by and my watch agrees whit me. it's currently 5:34 pm on my watch.

I hear the door open and I hop out of bed toward the front door. Emma enters through the front door carrying some stuff  next is Brian coming in behind her whit a cage and two bags. I rush to Em and give her a tight hug not caring for all the stuff she has in her hands. "what happend?" she asks.

"I'll tell you later, what's that?" I point to the cage.

"oké don't be mad at me but, I got a bird" she says fast. "you're kidding me right" I say in exitment. " I knew she would be mad" Brian mumbles.

"no I'm not kidding" Emma says showing the cage revealing a super cute bird. "Holy shit l, I found two kittens by a abonden building" I show her the kittens.

"Holy shit" she says.

"Holy shit" I repeat.

"what's his name" we say exactly at the same moment. "mine are Morris and Meavis" I say chuckling. "mine is quin" she tells me.