Unspoken Unbroken

facing changes

i stop the motor of the motorcycle, and slowly step off it.

in front of me doesn't stand my house, well my old house.

wait.. no let me correct myself.

my most recent house...
fuck thats not right either.

my most recent house in new york.
no wait, thats wrong because i never actually owned a house before this one.

But like whatever.

in front of me is now the half of my house, like a its a crime scene seriously.

there is a crane, and a lot of workers.
a lot of tools, but not a lot of my house.

It's kind of tragic, seeing that i putted pretty much time into decorating some of the rooms.

"i think that they are building a new appartement" kaine says looking at the lay out.

"i know" i say.

"how?" he asks.

"because they are building one for my parents" i share.

"what do you mean, i thought your parents weren't that old?".

*"no, it's.. it's a little bit complicated actually, ehmm yeah well my parents they were kind of in an arranged marriage. so this appartement was kind of build for them. It sounds so weird, but like yeah. I dont know, i never asked" i shrugg.

"Thats a lot, i dont know what to say I'm sorry" kaine says.

"You dont need too, i'd just like to leave" i say.

"Yeah, alright what you want darling" Kaine says and slowly turns around.

"Thankst" i smile at him.

Did he just call me darling.

Yes he did, and i replied whit a dry 'thankst'. I mentally slep myself for it, i mean he's basically going all out whit the nicknames. I should do the same, but i don't wanna say those shitty nicknames like 'baby' or 'sweety'.

And i prefer it, to not have to use babe because it just doesn't fit me.

I take one last look at my former house and turn around.

I wonder how much it cost.. and where the money went.

I never sold it, and i used to be in my name.

"Isn't this illegal?" I say to kaine.

"What is?" He asks.

"demolishing my house. I don't think they are allowed to do this, because it is not theirs at all. I never sold my house so that would make it illegal right?" I ask him confused.

"I do think so, you want me to ask them for their papers?" Kaine steps of the motor again and walks towards me.

"What papers?" I ask him having no clue about what he means.

"You know, the proof that they can build here. Or rather demolish".

"Ehm, no i dont want to cause a scene" i tell him.

"I wont make a scene i promise" kaine says waiting for my answer.

I dont really want him to, but i also want to know why the fuck they're building here.

"It wont take long, it'll take like only a minute or five" "i dont know, kaine" i sigh.

"You know what, you wait here and I'm gonna go to them" kaine says walking off, leaving me standing by myself.