Bless Your Little Heart

TEN

She laid asleep on the couch, her feet still laid across my lap. I stared down at the fragile woman, wondering what exactly she was dreaming about.

Her chest moved in a smooth rhythm, making me feel at ease. She had lost some weight since I brought her here. Probably about 20 pounds give or take, seeing her knee bones poking from beneath her skin. The muscles less prominent than before, her arms skinny and her face sunk in slightly.

It hurt me seeing her like this but I don't know why, the more I stared at her the more sympathy I felt. At this point I wish I would've taken the girl I originally planned to take. This innocent soul didn't deserve the treatment she was given, but I desperately needed the money.

I ran through my last bit of cash getting her over here, so from here on out I've got to go hunting for any meat once we run out. No trips to town, which I suppose I could always call Philip up and ask for cash.

Or even better, call up my princesses mommy and daddy, threatening to slit her throat right there on the phone unless I get my money. Who knows, I'll have to think on it.

She stirs in her sleep, my eyes still fixed on her small frame. Staring the way her breasts sit underneath the thin fabric of the nightgown. It's one she bought while at the mall the day I took her, I took a few bags of stuff actually. I'll probably end up giving her some real clothes here soon, since she's only still in the nightgown right now for my own personal pleasure.

She stirs more, as she does her nipple slightly peeks out from beneath the pale pink fabric. A fuse igniting within me, my member growing stiff at the sight. I try to swat away the perverted feelings but they don't stop, just looking down on her so still, so vulnerable. After all she was still a virgin,

and we all know how amazing it is to fuck a virgin.

But I didn't want to honestly, I would feel disgusted with myself poisoning this woman with my body. Stripping her of any innocence she was holding on to, but how badly the thought plagued my brain.

Finally getting my head straight I lightly smack my dick trying to make him soften to no avail. Lifting her off my lap before standing up, I pull her gown up to cover herself, shaking her lightly as I do it.

"Madelyn, cmon baby." I murmured, kneeling down next to her. "I gotta put you back up." The words hurt me as I said them, making it sound like she was a dog being crated as punishment. I didn't want to but I had to.

I had orders I needed to follow through on, and in five and a half short months she'll be gone. Shipped someone far away, probably to some whorehouse in Russia, to be fucked everyday and used as a human sex doll. Just thinking about it make me ill.

"Can I sleep with you please." Her frail voice spoke, I didn't know how to respond. I had never even met a girl out of the room before this, I always just left them in there their whole stay. So her being out here was a whole new ballpark for me, I don't understand what's gotten into me.

"I don't know, you'll probably try to run away." I lightly grab her arm and sit her up only to have her slump back down, readjusting to a comfy position.

"You can chain me to the headboard, I just want to be warm one night while I sleep. Please Malcolm." Her warm eyes looked at me, only opening a little due to her drowsiness. I wanted to give in so badly.

The way she said my name as she spoke. God it made me feral, she spoke in a sexy small voice. Turning everything on inside my body, craving her and only her.

What the fuck has gotten into me??

I pull the small ring of keys out of my pocket, unlocking one of her wrists, freeing the darkened surface from its captivity. Locking it onto one of my wrists. "Is this okay?" I looked into her beautiful eyes, feeling lost in them. Her nodding slightly in response bringing her hand to her face and rubbing the hair out of her eyes.

I pick her up bridal style and carry her over to my bedroom, pulling covers back I lay her down first, looking upon her body as devilish thoughts plague my mind. She stirs as she feels the softness of the bed, snuggling deep into it as she let out a sigh. Soon drifting into a deep sleep.

I couldn't help but feel bad, Im sure this bed felt like a luxury compared to what I was giving her. God I hated myself for taking her instead of the other girl, I deeply regretted my decision but there's no going back now. The cartel have all her information, including her families, so if she got away it would truly only be a matter of time.

I pull myself next to her, dragging to covers overtop our bodies, clicking the dial on the lamp emitting the only light in the room. Feeling her draw closer to me, cuddling up to my chest as her free hand slightly rubbed my neck.

I squeezed my eyes shut, knowing this would make me hard. I think of kittens and puppies, unicorns and rainbows, anything non sexual until the boner disappears. Putting my free hand behind her back pulling her closer as I lightly rubbed her back.

I didn't regret letting her in here one bit.

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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. That's the only word I can say rn.

xoxo