Bless Your Little Heart

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I could feel my heart slamming against my chest as we sat quietly next to each other. He didn't dare speak and neither did I.

"Malcolm." I sit my hand on top of his to no avail, he's still as stone as he stares before him. I start to slowly rub the coarse skin before my back is pushed flush with the bed, he moves atop me as he holds his over over mine.

My thoughts race as my chest heaves, his muscular arms trapped me underneath his large thick torso. He slowly brings himself down until he's inches from my face, his eyes flicking from my eyes to my lips.

Taking in my bottom one and lightly chewing in nervousness, his face twists as he shakes his head.

"You don't understand what you do to me Madelyn." He licks his lips before he slowly brings his mouth to my neck. His tongue faintly glides against my skin sending goosebumps trailing my body. I move my head to the side allowing full exposure of my neck. he takes no time to start leaving sloppy, wet kisses.

He stands between my legs as I'm barely grazing the fabric of his crotch with my core. The feeling was intense, as if a fire inside me had been lit and doused in gasoline.

I couldn't believe this was actually happening, I had waited so long for Malcolm to let me in. Let me show him love, let him show me lust.

I wouldn't dare stop his advances at any point, even if we were to have sex. I wouldn't even think twice about it, I truly only wanted him as close to me as possible right now.

I drape my arm around his neck and lightly push him into my skin, little breaths leaving my lips as he sucks and nibbles on the sensitive skin.

Suddenly he pushes his groin right into mine, the fabric now pressed finely together as he now attacks my neck. I don't even try to stop the light moans from escaping my lips.

"Fuck." I whisper as he takes skin in between his teeth and pulls it from my body, snapping back with a twinge of pain.

A pain I didn't mind.

I would've never once thought Id be allowing the man who's caused me so much pain and suffering to take over my body as he is. But the feelings Ive always harbored for the reserved and quiet man we're at an all time high. The passion for him burned deep inside my soul, craving every inch of him.

His hand lifts from the bed and trails to the shorts I wore, rubbing my thigh before inching toward my core.

My heart raced as my chest rapidly lifted and rose, his hand now holding my small groin. He lifts his mouth from my neck and moves to my ear, letting a throaty chuckle escape.

"Quite wet aren't we?" He starts to rub against the fabric as I let a gasp out. The feeling was a euphoria I never knew I craved, or even wanted.

He takes his finger and slides it between my lips, feeling the warm wetness push against my icy skin. He lightly presses against my clit through the shorts, sending my body into a craze. My legs flailed as I finally let out a deep moan, echoing off the empty walls of his desolate room.

He smiles against my skin as he places a kiss behind my ear before lifting his head to stare down at me.

"So innocent." He mumbled as his eyes glued to my nipples, the sharp points were prominent through the thin material I wore.

Without a second thought I lift my back from the bed, bringing my hands to the hem to the shirt and swiftly throwing it off to the side.

He takes a quick breath in before looking down upon me, staring up into his eyes though my lashes innocently.

Slowly bringing my hand to my hardened nipple and lightly fumbling it between my fingers. A small moan leaves my lips as I close my eyes.

The feeling of my soft fingers was slowly replaced by the coarse and rough ones of Malcolm's. Flicking the tip between his thumb and pointer finger.

My body twitched from the contact, small moans escaping my lips as I wrangle underneath him.

He presses deeper into my clit as he makes swift circular motions, "You wanted it, sit still and take it." His tone was harsh but his face said otherwise.

A devilish smile rested on his lips as his eyes filled with a dark lust, his tongue peeking out every now and then to wet his lower lip.

I nodded while biting onto my lip, trying to calm my body but his movements were intoxicating. I wanted to roll my hips into his fingers and bring myself to release, I craved to cum all over him so badly it hurt.

My thoughts were only the dirtiest ones of him and I, daydreaming of all the positions I desperately wanted.

His paces quickened as he slowly attached his lips to mine, his tongue immediately forcing itself into my mouth as it fought mine for dominance. Without second thought of shoving his member inside me oozing core.

We followed each others movements in sync, his lips were sweet like honey. One so exotic and intoxicating one taste would have you hooked, and his did.

Deepening the kiss he wrapped his free hand around my neck bringing my back off of the bed slightly. His fingers still moving all around my clit as he dips into the pool of wetness every now and then for lubricant.

"Fuck that, that feels s-so good." My words trembled against his lips as they left my mouth, feeling a pit form deep in my abdomen as he kept the same pace.

"Does it?" He now chuckled against my lips, "Do you want to come?" His grip tightened around my neck slightly as the pressure brought a new wave of euphoria over me.

"Fuck yes." I breathed as my mind jumbled, any words he said after that we're a blur. All I felt was the pleasure he was bringing to me.

I looked up into his eyes as his lips hovered mine, that submissive feeling he gave me that I loved taking over. "Make me come baby." I let out a harsh breath before feeling his member twitch inside me before releasing all the goo inside.

He allows his hips to thrust a few more times before collapsing on top of me, his body heaving quickly as sweat trickles down his back.

I couldn't help but smile as his breath warmed my chest, the hairs of his beard tickling the skin beneath. I had wanted my first time to be special and share it with someone who I loved.

That was Malcolm.

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OKAY DONT FREAK OUT, but the nasty has happened. Love you guys hope you enjoy xoxo