Tainted Love

Chapter 14

Bells rang one after another until school was finally over. Me and Shun decided to meet by my locker and walk home together.

The walk home didn't take very long which made me super nervous. "I'm home."

"Welcome home." Hana called, half yawning. I quickly led Shun upstairs and into my room.

Shun grabbed my wrists and threw me on the bed, kissing me. I kissed him back, knowing I couldn't resist it.

Memories came back flooding my head, making it hurt to think. It gave me a headache and I couldn't even think straight.

"Are you alright Kei?"

"I just have a slight headache." Shun nodded before laying next to me.

"I'll wait right here until you headache has subsided." I smiled.

"Thanks, Shun..." I drifted off without getting the chance to kiss him. But the whole time I could feel him right beside me.

(Shun's POV)

I watched as Kei drifted off. He seemed...different somehow. Like something happened in his mind.

I pulled him close to me and wrapped my arms tight around him. I loved Kei but I didn't know if he loved me now.

I must have hurt him when I said we should break off the relationship. I didn't want to mean it but I felt so torn inside. Even though I probably broke him after that.

I could feel slight tears come to my eyes. No, I can't let them fall now. I layed there hoping, wishing that Kei's memories would come back soon.

I wanted him to remember all the good times. I want to put that horrible memory past us and start over again.

I want him to love me again like he used to. I didn't want him to hate me anymore. And now knowing he might never come back is scary.

The old him was sweeter. He used to care a lot more and not be so tense around me.

"Kei, I love you." I kissed the top of his head lightly before closing my eyes. I hope he can forgive me someday.

**flashback dream**

(Kei's POV)

Shun and I were walking home in silence. It was awkward until he asked me, "Kei, do you like Adam?"

"Huh?"

"I'm asking if you like Adam."

"Of course not. I like you way more." I saw him faintly blush and nod his head.

"Okay." He whispered with a slight smile on his face.

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The footsteps got closer until I heard them entering the bathroom. I looked to see who it was and saw Shun. He stood there with shock.

He narrowed his eyes and walked over. He pulled Adam off of me and gripped my hand tightly, pulling me out of there.

He pulled me into a empty classroom and made me sit on a desk. He put his hand on both sides of the desk so I couldn't escape.

"Why did you kiss him?" I could see pain written all over his face.

"I didn't want to. He forced himself on me. I desperately tried to get him off but he wouldn't stop." The tears I kept in finally started falling.