Tainted Love

Chapter 13

I frowned. I wanted to know what the pictures were but then again I was scared. I looked down at the piece of paper and closed my eyes.

"I don't want to see him." I quietly whispered to myself. "But I know I have to."

I got off my bed and got dressed. "I'm going out for a bit."

"Okay." I ran outside and down the street to Shun's house. I looked up and frowned. I sighed before walking to the door and knocking.

A few minutes later Shun answered the door. "I came to see the pictures." He smiled.

"Come on in." I walked inside and he led me to his room. We sat down on his bed as he got the picture out. He started going through them slowly.

Almost every single picture was us. When I saw the picture of us kissing I blushed deeply. My ears were burning as I tried to hide my face.

"Do you really not remember any of this?" I shook my head and he looked sad. "Well I guess its only natural." I tilted my head.

Natural? What does he mean by that? "What do you mean?"

"Well when Ryan hypnotized you, you lost your memory of only me."

"Why would I loose only memories of you?" I frowned.

"We had a fight over something stupid and I hurt you badly. I wanted to apologize but by the time I got there he had already hypnotized you."

My throat was dry and I couldn't say anything. "I really wanted to make up with you but I was such an idiot for hurting you in the first place." I saw a tear drip down from his face and a sharp pain stabbed me.

I must have hurt him badly too. "Its not your fault. Besides, we can always start over again from the beginning." What am I saying? I'm not gay yet I can't stop thinking about him.

"Would you be fine with that though?" I nodded my head slowly. I saw tears fill his eyes and spill down his cheeks.

He slowly moved towards me and cupped my cheek. He brung his face closer until our lips touched.

Eventually he ended up on top of me. My body was responding but I didn't remember anything from before. He kissed me roughly and I slightly moaned into the kiss.

I put my arms around his neck as he held his around my waist just slightly lifting me off the bed.

It felt familiar, as if we have done it many times but everything was still hazy. Not remembering anything was awful. I must have hurt Shun badly.

He kissed for a little bit longer before pulling away. "I'll stop there. I don't want to rush you."

I sat up as he walked out of the room. What did I do to him? I closed my eyes and prayed to myself quietly. I wanted to remember but I was too scared to know.

He came back in with a glass of water and handed it to me. "Here." I took the water and stared at it.

After taking a few sips I put it down. "I should get home, it's getting late."

"Do you need me to walk you?" I shook my head.

"I'll be fine by myself." He walked me to the door and I walked outside. Although I could still tell he was watching me walk home.