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𝑫𝑨𝑳𝑳𝑨𝑺,𝑻𝑿 𝑴𝒊𝒍𝒂𝒏 𝑨𝒑𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝑷𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝑻𝒊𝒎𝒆
Two weeks ago I found Milan on the ground shaking and crying, pills may I add expired pills was in her cabinets. Walking into her room seeing kaomi still sleeping and laylay scrunched into a ball with her knees to her chest on the bed.
Seeing someone overly frightened and is in shook of panic and their only resource is pills is something I didn't think I would come across. Milan may have done some fucked up things but someone fucked up way had to come from somewhere it don't just be in a person.
Someone mindset must've been trained to do so or trauma, literally anything. If Milan didn't accidentally call me and I wouldn't have came in the time frame, laylay would've witnessed her own mother slowly killing herself.
As much I didn't like how Milan had her ways about her she was still the same person who helped me when it came to my panic attacks and talked me through mine. She would help me count to calm myself as she would count to her to keep herself calm.
She never told me why she would count or what happened for anything to lead up to her trauma all I know is her mother is fucked up.
I looked up from feeding Kaomi some Ice cream we was at a small ice cream shop that I found on the corner. Two weeks we've been in the house Milan hasn't spoken about what happened and I won't push her too tell me.
But I also know every time I stare at her she looks exhausted and tired. She looks like she wants to get everything off her chest but I know she's fighting with her mind and i totally get that I just wish she would open up to me instead of shutting down completely.
I've been at my apartment to get my clothes but I mostly been with Milan at her apartment only because I've been scared to leave her, she can easily kick me out but I feel like she enjoys me and Kaomi presence.
"Look RiRi," I colored in the picture they gave her it was peppa pig she's been absolutely obsessed with peppa but I'm getting pretty sick of peppa especially when she's literally eating mama pig milk right now.
This morning she devoured peppa pig but in bacon form.
"What does peppa pig say?" Kaomi popped her head up and balled her chunky hands into a fist she snorted before saying, "okie okie" Milan started laughing quietly still play with her ice cream with her spoon.
