𝑼𝑵𝑹𝑬𝑨𝑳 ✔️

𝑾𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓'𝒔

𝑴𝒊𝒍𝒂𝒏 𝑵𝒂'𝒗𝒐𝒏𝒊

𝑫𝑨𝑳𝑳𝑨𝑺, 𝑻𝑿
𝑻𝒂𝒕𝒕𝒐𝒐 𝑺𝒉𝒐𝒑
𝑷𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝑻𝒊𝒎𝒆

My pride, my ego, my needs, and my self ways. Caused a good strong woman like you to walk out my life...

Mhmm too young, too dumb to realize that I should've bought you flowers and held your hand. Should've gave you all my hours, when I had the chance.

Take you to every party cause all you wanted to do was dance now my baby dancing...but she's dancing with another man.

"I wish Sahanii would be dancing with another nigga I'll blow the nigga up" I said still humming to the background music while cleaning all the tools off.

Sahanii and I haven't been talking much only about Kaomi. I mean I did kick her out my apartment and shit but I had a reason cause the fuck you mean "I didn't voice that I wanted more" girl you would've be laid up in my bed after I blew your back out.

As much as I respect her she can be one dumbass sometimes.

I heard a knock on my door, "Yes?" I sat down all the tools on a towel so they could air dry.

Kayla opened the door and put her hand through, "Bestie your ass looks plump in the shorts" she said, she had a goofy smile on her face

"Shouldn't you be saying that to Dylan?"

"Yeah but she sits on it all time I get scared that she might bust the plastic out of it since she got a BBL but yours is natural and delicious" I shook her head and packed things in my bookbag and threw it over my shoulder.

               "Have you heard from Sade?" Kayla asked

            "Nah, I'm hope it staying that way because I trying to stop the drug addiction and it's really hard so if she comes back asking for me I'm done for"

         "But you know you still have to pay her and Dave, right? When you borrowed money from them to pay some stuff. You they will get they get back soon Milan"

        Shit...I forgot all a out that shit

            "They'll be alright"

𝑺𝒂𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒊𝒊 𝑹𝒐𝒔𝒆

𝑫𝑨𝑳𝑳𝑨𝑺, 𝑻𝑿
𝑷𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝑻𝒊𝒎𝒆

I washed Kaomi back and rinse her off as she was falling asleep while I was giving her a bath. I wrapped her in a towel and carried her into her room. I rubbed baby lotion into her skin and brushed her hair, I put her into her pink onesie and gave her a bottle so she could fall back to sleep.

I slowly closed the door after giving her a kiss on the cheek. I heard my doorbell ring and went over to open it.

I saw Sade. She was the girl I met at the park that helped me with Kaomi because Kaomi was screaming crying but I had to put stuff in the car by myself and I was so overstimulated so she came over and helped me out.

Ever since we've been talk but it's nothing too serious I'm just trying to get my mind off things even though I know it's not the best thing to do stuff but I think it's helping.

"Hey mama, where KK at?" She asked as I let her threw the door.

"I just put her down for bed, but you want a drink or something?" I led her into the living room to sit down.

"No, I'm okay thanks though" I nodded and sat down on the couch with her. Her hand placement was on my thigh and I crossed my legs.

We sat there in comfortable silence, "I have a question"

     "And I might have an answer"

              "Are you seeing anyone? I'm just asking..." I asked

              I felt her turn her body slightly towards me, "nope, I'm not talking to anyone and just say that you're interested into me love" She chuckled.

        I rolled my eyes and smiled, "I am not, I just asked so you're kinda of testing the waters of things, huh?"

         "I wouldn't say that but if I didn't like someone I wouldn't be at their house everyday or buying them things or making time for them"

          "So you like me?"

         "Context clues, use them" She chuckled and turned back.

            "Soo...about you and KK other parent how's that?" Sade asked

           "Umm...I mean we both been busy and the only time we talking is about Riella their nothing there I kind of...fucked it up but I'm not interested in her and probably never will be but we're only trying to be the best parents for Kaomi"

            "That's good that you both put each other differences aside and don't let y'all problem get in the mix of raising Kaomi"

              She stayed over but she didn't wanted too but I still made her too. She was good company to have because I do get lonely when it's just me and Kaomi but that's the only family I need...right?

            Deep down I still miss Milan and her touch and sometimes I can't fall asleep but I know if Milan was here she would talk to me I til I go to sleep and cuddle me.

        I really fucked up but maybe it was meant to be.

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more drama ofc...

The chap took me 3 days and it's not even long I've been so tired especially with schoollllll